[revelation #893723]

[reenka]

Oh my god, I am so long-winded. :((


...*tries to resist edit but can't, so:*

EDIT - I am also--
1) confusing
2) circular
3) self-referential
4) overly abstract
5) impersonal
6) [unintentionally] condescending and/or arrogant and/or apparently drunk
7) compulsive, compulsive, compulsive (and also impulsive, which means I sort of vomit up random, nonsensical-yet-deceptively-sane prose all the time... ALL THE TIME *weeps*).
8) somehow disturbingly Not Amusing At All.
9) ............obsessed with lists....... (and emoticons, dashes, ellipses, parentheses, the words 'naturally', 'anyway' and 'basically', Coke, jelly beans-- okay that last was a lie)

EDIT #2 -

10) in need of
    a) an editor
    b) a thwap on the hiney
    c) a nice relaxing reading session by the window with a chai where birds sing and gay boys coo.......
    d) [insert miraculous cure from self-indulgence here]

EDIT #3 - This is really So Embarrassing.... argh... why am I.... nnngh.

...And now I'm wondering if there actually -is- someone out there who expresses themselves 'like' me and how much would they scare me if I ran across them, anyway.... -.-

Comments

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

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[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE THINGS :))

AKA "I couldn't help it!!"

AKA "I BLAME THE DRUGS!"

AKA "WHAAAAAT I'M INNOCENT NO REALLY, DON'T ENCOURAGE MY PARANOIA!!1"

AKA "WELL, I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY AT THE TIME, OKAY."

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

I swear to god, I'm torn between wanting to stab all* of you in the face and going off to ignore all of the HP fandom on my flist and just sticking to the Bart/Tim/Kon woobie porn instead.

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

I mean HP fandon in that I only seem to be exposed to a validation of THIS level of stupid fan-whore entitlement (OMG NO TALKING ABOUT ICONS ON MY FIC POST BLAH BLAH BLAH) through those I friended because of HP fandom stuff on my flist. I mean, for fucks sake, bitch please, if only fanartists could dream of wanking around that sheer level of fucking entitlement. And then this shit is validated by people continuing the STUPID discussion?!?

OH GOD I NEED TT WOOBIE PORN TO MAKE THE BAD STABBY FEELINGS GO AWAY! SHDGASKJFDFAD

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[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Heheheh this is what happens when I try to see all sides and please everybody yet stand up firmly for people saying/commenting however-the-fuck-they-want, all at the same time. o_0 EVERYONE JUST GETS CONFUSED AS DO I.

.....I'm now glad I don't have more active HP people friended, somehow... *hugs* :>

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

It's easy to see all sides. There's no problem with that. I just reserve the right to judge all sides I see as stupid fuckheads.

*is going to bed now. Really*

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[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Oh man, I haven't even read the poll o_0 Or read Dorrie's post closely enough o_0 Nor do even know how it relates to HP fandom o_0 I was just rambling about things which sort of... don't make sense in retrospect but really have not that much to do with Dorrie/poll/actual fandom... more to do with like, my lame attempts at arguing with myself, the specifics which now escape me :-?

PS.: The stabbing sounds painful...

PPS I AM NOT CERTAIN WHAT I DID BUT I AM SORRY, I AM NOT VERY COHERENT EARLY/LATE/CONFUSED.

PPPS Don't ignore me, I would miss your vitriol, among other things. ♥. (Also, I'm not even *in* the HP fandom, really... I'm sorry for spamming you, I'm really mostly asleep, I swear...)

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

It's okay. I'm incredibly tired and horney and hating on HP fandom and in need of sleep too. Don't mind my vitirol. I'll be back to loving your overly-analysed arse in the morning, I swear. *hugs and doesn't stab*

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

I might, if I weren't so cryptic.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

I forgot that one :)) But! It might be under 'confusing' :D

[sistermagpie.livejournal.com]

I'm just posting to say I love everybody's icons.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Yours are always suitably shiny!

[addictedkitten.livejournal.com]

Ahahahahahahaha. I love how you extrapolated *all that* just from Dorrie's comment.

Not that it isn't all true, but wow. Also, Reena. Reena. Don't try and use the excuse that you were tired. You know that's how you always are.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Nonono, see, I associated (which is the problem, 'cause if I just extrapolated I wouldn't be in this mess... for the most part.)


...SOMETIMES I AM... sometimes... sometimes I'M A BIT MORE COHERENT. Sometimes... I can even be linear and like. SUCCINCT!! JUST WATCH ME!!1 *coughs*

[cellia.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's because I met you in person, but the the idea of you being condescending... Yeah, you have your ideas and state them without much thought about political/personal fallout, but (one of the reasons I like to comment here so much) you're not into emotional manipulation or power games as a membrane on the debate. As in: if we're discussing whatever, I don't have to do the thing of making ultra-nice and using conciliatory/softer language just to present an opinion in a way that you'll consider.

And yes, you do like the emoticons, dashes, ellipses, parentheses, but I consider myself lucky that capital letters are involved now so... *abuses ellipses all over the place* :D

Not that anyone asked, but I wanna add my 2 cents on the replying to icon on fic post thing: yeah, it can be ouchie for the author and thus mean, but I don't think it's rude. Miss Manners will totally back me up on being mean not equaling being rude. I think it's one those wonderfully rare things--a way to send a cruel message without being rude.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, I suppose I just feel bad that I keep falling prey to my own solipsism in this-- because -I- don't like to soften how I put things & I don't expect others to, I sort of assume most other people will be okay with me being myself ^^;;; That is the major issue, I think~:)) I mean, if I'd -thought- about it, I'd have remembered, 'oh wait, Dorrie is one of those soft-touch people' and be like, 'oohhhhh, I should phrase this differently', and even though I actually knew that at the back of my mind, my tiredness meant that I couldn't be bothered. Le sigh. But it's not like I'm insensitive (though clearly I play it online, or something), so it bothers me when people get hurt, 'cause I mean, I don't intend them to take what I say personally... it sort of boggles my mind that they do... -.-;;

You're right about the manners thing-- not that I know my face from a poplar tree when it comes to manners. I can tell it's 'questionable' behavior on my automatic 'would I do this' scale, so that's how I judge it, ahahaha. Uh. 'Cause I actually have no other measurement, being totally clueless when it comes to what 'normal' people think is The Way To Act (sort of through having ignored them by choice during my formative years). I think this whole 'cruel message without being rude thing'-- I wouldn't do that, so if I smell it, I go 'eeewwww' and assume anyone would ;)) OH MAN. *facepalm*

(Also, heeeee! I'm glad you're mah homie <3 Or something.)

[discordiana.livejournal.com]

HELLO CELLIA.

ps: you have a nice icon.

[cellia.livejournal.com]

OH HELLO

I know. Isn't my icon ultra-original and a big bag of hotness and coolness mixed together into a steaming luke-warm mediocre pile. yuh huh. :D

Also: Naruto is hot.

Also: I will reply to all that other stuff in that other place. Really.