[revelation #893723]

[reenka]

Oh my god, I am so long-winded. :((


...*tries to resist edit but can't, so:*

EDIT - I am also--
1) confusing
2) circular
3) self-referential
4) overly abstract
5) impersonal
6) [unintentionally] condescending and/or arrogant and/or apparently drunk
7) compulsive, compulsive, compulsive (and also impulsive, which means I sort of vomit up random, nonsensical-yet-deceptively-sane prose all the time... ALL THE TIME *weeps*).
8) somehow disturbingly Not Amusing At All.
9) ............obsessed with lists....... (and emoticons, dashes, ellipses, parentheses, the words 'naturally', 'anyway' and 'basically', Coke, jelly beans-- okay that last was a lie)

EDIT #2 -

10) in need of
    a) an editor
    b) a thwap on the hiney
    c) a nice relaxing reading session by the window with a chai where birds sing and gay boys coo.......
    d) [insert miraculous cure from self-indulgence here]

EDIT #3 - This is really So Embarrassing.... argh... why am I.... nnngh.

...And now I'm wondering if there actually -is- someone out there who expresses themselves 'like' me and how much would they scare me if I ran across them, anyway.... -.-

Comments

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

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[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE THINGS :))

AKA "I couldn't help it!!"

AKA "I BLAME THE DRUGS!"

AKA "WHAAAAAT I'M INNOCENT NO REALLY, DON'T ENCOURAGE MY PARANOIA!!1"

AKA "WELL, I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY AT THE TIME, OKAY."

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

I swear to god, I'm torn between wanting to stab all* of you in the face and going off to ignore all of the HP fandom on my flist and just sticking to the Bart/Tim/Kon woobie porn instead.

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

I mean HP fandon in that I only seem to be exposed to a validation of THIS level of stupid fan-whore entitlement (OMG NO TALKING ABOUT ICONS ON MY FIC POST BLAH BLAH BLAH) through those I friended because of HP fandom stuff on my flist. I mean, for fucks sake, bitch please, if only fanartists could dream of wanking around that sheer level of fucking entitlement. And then this shit is validated by people continuing the STUPID discussion?!?

OH GOD I NEED TT WOOBIE PORN TO MAKE THE BAD STABBY FEELINGS GO AWAY! SHDGASKJFDFAD

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[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Heheheh this is what happens when I try to see all sides and please everybody yet stand up firmly for people saying/commenting however-the-fuck-they-want, all at the same time. o_0 EVERYONE JUST GETS CONFUSED AS DO I.

.....I'm now glad I don't have more active HP people friended, somehow... *hugs* :>

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

It's easy to see all sides. There's no problem with that. I just reserve the right to judge all sides I see as stupid fuckheads.

*is going to bed now. Really*

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[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Oh man, I haven't even read the poll o_0 Or read Dorrie's post closely enough o_0 Nor do even know how it relates to HP fandom o_0 I was just rambling about things which sort of... don't make sense in retrospect but really have not that much to do with Dorrie/poll/actual fandom... more to do with like, my lame attempts at arguing with myself, the specifics which now escape me :-?

PS.: The stabbing sounds painful...

PPS I AM NOT CERTAIN WHAT I DID BUT I AM SORRY, I AM NOT VERY COHERENT EARLY/LATE/CONFUSED.

PPPS Don't ignore me, I would miss your vitriol, among other things. ♥. (Also, I'm not even *in* the HP fandom, really... I'm sorry for spamming you, I'm really mostly asleep, I swear...)

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[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

It's okay. I'm incredibly tired and horney and hating on HP fandom and in need of sleep too. Don't mind my vitirol. I'll be back to loving your overly-analysed arse in the morning, I swear. *hugs and doesn't stab*