~~now i know.

[reenka]

on the perils of "coming out" to non-fandom people about just how stupid and fangirly and obsessed you are:

so he asked me to "talk". and since i didn't know what to talk about, i went on and on, and of course i squeed (and in fact, used the word `squee'. a lot.) about seeing the movie this friday, and about how i wish i was there for the premiere today, and about how stoked i am to even -think- of squeeing, and how cute daniel radcliffe is (ahaha i included photos), and so on.

so he said, "you really are the queen of dorks."

but i'm not offended, no. i know this.
i mean, how dorky is it to even -talk- about the stuff i talk about, even in a semi-intelligent manner?? especially in a semi-intelligent manner? *laughs*
but do i care?
hell no.
who cares about maintaining anyone's good opinion or one's dignity, when instead you can be going hog-wild about underage fictional characters doing Bad, Bad Things to each other, i ask you?
    perhaps i should get a new journal-- dorkslanding, heh. ``where the dork meets the spork". watch the sparks fly.
    this reminds me of my first boyfriend (who was a d0rk, but a prissy, intelli-dork sort of dork) saying i was being ``ditzy" when i squeed shamelessly over the -cuteness- of some of his vaunted prog-rock musicians. i mean, yah, i appreciate the music. yeah, i don't exactly have posters of the backstreet boys on my walls-- or posters of rush for that matter. just because i like cuteness and silliness and acting half my age-- so what? i'm happy, just like ashkitty said :D

i always knew that i divide my time between seeming like a hyper 13-year old dork with a violent-lurve fixation and an overly-intellectual geek with too much time on her hands. i will refrain from saying anything intelligent or worthwhile in this post, in honor of today. the great t00by day that i could've spent dorking myself unconscious squeeing like a banshee as daniel & tom passed like 100 feet or more ahead of me. if i wanted to shell out the dough for the bus ticket. yah.

long live my inner t00b d0rk goddess.
w00t~!

Comments

[andi-sunrider.livejournal.com]

Here, here, with the "long live my inner t00b d0rk goddess." I was trying to explain to my friend how grand/stellar it would be for me to go to London to work for summer 2004, and he was fixated on how freakish it was to want to see the HP premier while I'm there. Being a boy-lover, I would have thought that he'd appreciate Tom or Daniel or Rupert, or even Alan, since he does kinda like older boys, but no. We really do only have only ourselves to appreciate our quirki, spiffi, and fabulous d0rkness....

can I be lady in waiting to the queen dork?

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

can I be lady in waiting to the queen dork?
.... awwwwww ^^
that is so sweeeeeet :D

*gracefully accepts you into her coterie of Dorky Ladies of the Court* ahahahahah

feel the self-luuurve spreading onto others:D it's truly inspiring :D