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I know this is silly of me, but I'm just wondering....

Are there actually people who read the HP books and go, 'omg, Harry is such a wuss, especially compared to Draco Malfoy'.

You know, Harry. The one who always runs and hides and cries in Malfoy's ~~skirts~~ leather trousers at first opportunity. Except for all those times he kicks his ass. But he doesn't really mean to do that, see, it's just an accident.

...And then they go on to write bottom!Harry/Draco.

Is that how it works?

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...I suddenly see Harry really liking Rufus Wainwright 'cause I'm listening to Dinner At Eight and Mary-Suing him like mad, clearly... I totally see grown-up!Harry having this understated sadness in him for good, y'know, the type of bloke who doesn't let on or refer to it, but has all this quiet baggage and guilt and underlying anger throughout his twenties and. AAAH. Like, I think he could easily be in your face when he's pushed, right, but generally it's hard to get him to relax, he has to really trust you & know you... man, this is why I sort of wish he wasn't happily with Ginny after book 7, even though I want him to have love-- 'cause there's just something about him being alone and with friends but even so... always alone. And his happiness always in hindsight, somehow, golden days bound to pass. I dunno. It's just so Harry to me. I can't see him happy without him also being... not quite, y'know? Never quite.

But I can't like, break him up with Ginny to give him Draco or something, that's not what I'm talking about. I think, like... it would be a mistake he could make, because Draco draws him out, not to the happiness but to the pain, to the guilt and regret and the things he's used to, the paranoia and... competitiveness, his youth, y'know, and he knew what was what back then, but then he had to-- had to grow up and realize he was wrong, but I think he'd miss that... before. When he could look at Draco and just be angry and just not know about him having his own problems... I don't think Harry would really want to know... so if Malfoy obliged him, if he regressed too... then Harry could make that mistake, and leave the comfort/security/happiness of Ginny for the sharpness and the anger and the fists and wands and kissing too hard and leaving too early. And he'd feel so awful and it'd eat him up, but he'd be addicted to the pale skin and the bruises he leaves and the look in Malfoy's eyes, like he never forgave him, like none of the revelations and ceasefires have ever mattered, because he still hates him, still hisses insults at him, except they sound so broken and wrong, like a record with hitches in it, but they keep saying it, keep doing it because they have no other language, no other way to communicate....

Um. ^^;;;;; ahahahahahah I SHOULD STOP WITH THE RUFUS WAINWRIGHT BEFORE MY EMO BLOWS UP THE WORLD :))
I'm happy I inspire you, otherwise this'd be way too ~~masturbatory~~ sad ^^;;;