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I wonder if I'm the only person that has these... things that drive her batty in stories, neither in a good way or a bad way, just a squirmy way. With me, the 'thing' is always going to be something embarrassing-- I just can't stand having embarrassing misunderstandings happen to main character-- and I can easily tolerate very high levels of angst. Actually, most misunderstandings drive me batty in stories (like, I start screaming at the book and jumping up and down and feeling like I'm going to squirm out of my skin), but romantic misunderstandings... oh my gahd.

I'm squirming like mad right now, reading the `Basara' manga, and there's this case of secretly switched loveletters-- a typical romance trope-- and it always drives me insane. It's worse than angst to me by far, because it's just one of those prickly misunderstandings where you don't know -where- it's going to go, and the suspense is pretty much killing me. And no matter -where- I come across it (the major other example that drove me nuts was in Draco Veritas), this plot-device drives me insane with feverish excitement and dread. I'm like, noooooo, not... not... the switched loveletters!! :(( :((

...Though I actually came across a switched-loveletters story recently where it didn't get to me at all, because the misunderstanding was really more like a seduction/manipulation type thing, with the outside manipulator (the kicker in switcheroo stories) wasn't really very powerful. In that case, a boy claimed this girl wrote a loveletter she didn't, which he actually wrote himself 'cause he liked her (....), and then this other girl claimed she wrote it (even though she didn't), but that really didn't matter. It's just so much worse, the idea of already knowing the person, for one thing, and having a relationship of some sort with them, and then supposedly saying something out of character yet plausible. Oh, the horror.

In this case it's just embarrassing (from Sarasa's pov, 'cause of the whole 'but she'd never say that'-- aaahhh, so humiliating), and that's really what gets to me-- the sheer embarrassment factor. Like, I live in horror of people saying I said things I didn't say when it really counts, and to the boy I was in love with?? That'd be a million trillion times worse.

Clearly, considering this is a drama about revolution and political intrigue and high adventure and life and death struggle, I have my priorities very much straight.

Date: 2005-08-21 03:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] djinniyah.livejournal.com
I completely understand. Those situations do the same thing to me usually.

I can't watch ice-skating for the same sort of reason. I'm afraid they will fall - I'm not bothered because they might get hurt but just... the awkwardness or something just KILLS me.

I don't know. I don't even make sense to myself.

Blehalfj;lkjf. <--- incoherant sounds because she's in a crazeh mood.

(and omg YOUR ICON. a;fj;aoiwefj;aewj YOU MAKE MY ART SO MUCH BETTER THAN IT IS. ♥ ♥ ♥)

Date: 2005-08-21 09:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Yes! The AWKWARDNESS, that too-- actually, that's why I appreciate the idea of realistically 'awkward' sex, but in fic it just makes me cringe and want to look away. I'm such a wimp, I swear (except torture doesn't do this to me). But I know what you mean with ice-skating! Though I'm used to it with the falling (when I was little), but if it's in the middle of a great performance, it's... yeah.

(Heeeee!! ♥ I loved your comic so much but spent like an hour on the icon and forgot to feedback you 'cause I just went to sleep, I think, eheheh. But it was so adorable <3<3<3)

Date: 2005-08-21 09:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] djinniyah.livejournal.com
Realistically awkward sex in fic is usually okay for me - its the occasional embarassing misunderstanding that gets me.... mortifying moments. Realistically mortifying moments (or sequences of events). I don't know.

Like the ice-skating. It's a sort of strange suspense that just gets me in ways normal suspense (action movies, drama, etc.) doesn't.

(and yay, I'm so glad you enjoyed it. :D)

Date: 2005-08-21 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
I was just thinking... the sex-scene I was thinking about, it wasn't really the awkward sex part, probably, but that neither of them wanted to have sex (one had a stomach-ache and the other was tired or something, I'm not sure), but thought the other did, and they kept faking it and not doing very well and secretly thinking 'oww, my stomach' and trying to moan and writhe and... omg ^^;;;;; So really I suppose that's 'awkwardness that's an embarrassing misunderstanding' :))

And it being realistically mortifying, even if they didn't know it... it's pretty torturous :> In real life, I can't stand watching people embarrass themselves either. It transcends all boundaries, I guess :>

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