[Reena Philosophy 101]
Jul. 29th, 2005 04:39 amEscapism: I want this to be true, therefore I'll pretend it is for a while, and feel really good before I have to return to the real world. The real world may not be preferrable to my fantasy, but there's no escaping the difference between truth and... that stuff you made up.
Denial: I want this to be true, therefore it is, and I shall now go on and conduct my life with the presumption that it's true. Because it makes me feel better, and also because I am god. I said so, after all.
Why people don't seem to understand the difference between these two modes, I shall never want to really understand.
Another thing I'll be in denial about is why people know they're biased and yet cling to their bias without bothering to challenge it within themselves.
I sort of hate the world sometimes. And by 'world' I really mean that I prefer the horrid, stifling sensation of near-100% humidity and a lack of a fan anywhere in range to the feeling I get trying to understand how some people think.
And it's not even enough for me to bitch and say 'people are stupid'. That doesn't cover it, somehow, because people appear to choose by willfully denying (not just avoiding! not just escaping!) certain facts of life. I dunno.
I think I'm just doomed to spend lots of time beating my head against a metaphorical wall. I mean, I'd find a real wall, but there's too much porn to read, so I get distracted.
And no, this isn't even about fandom. Just. There's so much I love about people, and yet. Ahhh, they hurt my brain....
Denial: I want this to be true, therefore it is, and I shall now go on and conduct my life with the presumption that it's true. Because it makes me feel better, and also because I am god. I said so, after all.
Why people don't seem to understand the difference between these two modes, I shall never want to really understand.
Another thing I'll be in denial about is why people know they're biased and yet cling to their bias without bothering to challenge it within themselves.
I sort of hate the world sometimes. And by 'world' I really mean that I prefer the horrid, stifling sensation of near-100% humidity and a lack of a fan anywhere in range to the feeling I get trying to understand how some people think.
And it's not even enough for me to bitch and say 'people are stupid'. That doesn't cover it, somehow, because people appear to choose by willfully denying (not just avoiding! not just escaping!) certain facts of life. I dunno.
I think I'm just doomed to spend lots of time beating my head against a metaphorical wall. I mean, I'd find a real wall, but there's too much porn to read, so I get distracted.
And no, this isn't even about fandom. Just. There's so much I love about people, and yet. Ahhh, they hurt my brain....
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Date: 2005-07-29 09:30 am (UTC)*plays along, cooing at ferret!Draco & kitten!Harry & ensuing interspecies mpreg babiez* :D :D :D
See, I can't really blame people 'cause mostly they're not doing it to -me- but rather to -themselves-. It's just trying to empathise & understand that I run up againt, 'omg our brains are like, WIRED DIFFERENTLY' or something. I am not meant to grok the ways of the intensely delusional, I fear :>
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Date: 2005-07-29 09:40 am (UTC)That's just... kind of terrifying.
See, I can't really blame people 'cause mostly they're not doing it to -me- but rather to -themselves-.
... Even if that's true, they're still stupid. Stupidity is the entire basis of human existence, and the reason we'll never make real AI. Because we can make artificial intelligence, we just can't make artificial stupidity.
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Date: 2005-07-29 09:47 am (UTC)But yeah. Hahaha what really depresses me is when the stupid person sounds halfway intelligent (ie, can make semisane points, can type, can hold-- rather stupid but almost reasonable if they weren't OMG SO BIASED-- opinions). It's sort of like... there's some other factor, besides sheer intelligence. I dunno -what-, though. :/
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Date: 2005-07-29 09:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-29 10:20 am (UTC)'Course, there's no totally obvious 'truth' when it comes to really complex judgments of information & facts, I think, but you could at least make sure you're not saying things which make no sense.... But this is probably too much to ask...