[*rants wildly*]

[reenka]

Oh my god......

I just finished the second volume of Under Grand Hotel, which was really close to overtaking the #1 favorite yaoi manga spot until its last chapter, and my heart is completely ripped to shreds. I'm just... totally traumatized. If Mika Sadahiro doesn't write the third volume (even raw... I'll read it untranslated, it's fine, no really... it's fine...), I think I'll come to Japan just to harass her. That was the worst! THE WORST! Sen! SEN YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT!!! (...okay I feel better now, a bit). So yes. Sen Owari is the HUGEST IDIOT EVER. GRRRRR. Swordfish may be a violent over-possessive bastard with no morals to speak of, but at least he's not that huge of an idiot as to throw away the one good thing in his life! ARGH.

I was going to post squeeing and saying it makes total sense I'd love a gritty melodramatic prison-based love-story, considering how I dig violence in my romance, but. GAH. My #1 most hated plot-point is when one of them decides to give up even though they're still in love. I just. It makes me so upset, I just feel like gnawing things. Nothing else-- I don't care if they're dead, if they're disfigured, if they're homeless, if they're cut off from all humanity, I don't care, if they're together! If they're doing horrible awful abusive things to each other-- that's upsetting too-- but... giving up... and then lying and saying they don't love the other anymore.... Oh. The hatred. The rage. The unfairness! THE EVIL!!

That's just. A horrible ending. It's a horrible non-ending, so that can't be end, right? Because nothing got resolved. No threads got tied up. It can't be the end. And I know this is really random ranting about stuff most of you don't have a clue about, but now I feel better. If it is the end, I'll seriously find the mangaka at a con one day and rant at -her-. And I never rant at anyone in person. So. Yes, that's a threat, Mika Sadahiro :-P AND YOU BETTER BELIEVE I'M SERIOUS!

Comments

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

I think the upset lingers even though I know there'll be more now, since ...um, I haven't -read- it yet, and it reallyreally upset me when I thought that was it. A lot. I mean, it's not like Sword is the greatest find in the universe, except they're PERFECT together and the warden is EVIL and. *sniffle* God, Sword is really hot, too. I hate it when people lie about being in love 'cause they've given up-- I can almost forgive it if it's for the 'good' (misguided) of the other person, but SEN IS BEING SO SELFISH. ARG I HATE HIM, ALMOST, HOW COULD HE DO THIS :P ...not that Sword is any less selfish. BUT STILL.

Ahahah, yisss, it makes me a bit happier to think of the warden dying a horrible horrible death, though hopefully not by Sword's hand 'cause that'd be wrong. Plus I think Sen would be traumatized except OMG AHAHAHAHH I THINK SEN WILL KILL HIM HIMSELF WHEN HE FINDS OUT HE WAS THE ONE RAPING HIM AHAHAHAHHAHAHA. *mad laughter*

The insanity of this comic is that the point is that even in prison, they're happy together. Or something. And I reeeally don't think Sword'll get out of prison any time soon (he's in there for 200 years with no parole) so basically it's in Sen's best interests (AND I HAVE ONLY HIS BEST INTERESTS AT HEART, CLEARLY) to stay. Anyway, that's why he's betraying Sword now, at least partly, 'cause he can't stay anymore (BASTARD). But this will all change when he kills the warden, oh yisssss. Dammit. I think I really got attached to them for some reason ^^;;;

And yeah, the comic was actually inspired by OZ, ahahah. And there are nekkid girl posters in their cell, too. They're both bisexual and uh, Sword used to be homophobic before he fell in love with Sen (AWWWWWWW) and got a tattoo with 'dive' which is the Japanese meaning of 'Sen' on his inner thigh next to his cock <3<3<3<3<3<3 OH SWORDFISH. *swoons*

heheheh I was resisting manga the same way for like, 10 years now :)) Like, "I'll watch anime BUT I WILL NEVER READ MANGA".
...And then I found all the porn :))

[stellabelle.livejournal.com]

Heee, I feel that "And then I found all the porn" should be the excuse for everything in the world. ALWAYS. Like, "Well, I know I was supposed to meet you guys for lunch, but, like..." or "I don't need to go to work today, right? Er, because..." Yes indeed.

But see, now you can use all your emotion (ie RAGE, hehe) & write fic about it. Which I can then read, because I (sort-of) understand what's going on! Yay. <3