~~ Makino: feminist icon.

[reenka]

I get the weirdest feeling of... relief, watching my favorite Hana Yori Dango vid (to `With You'), 'cause... this is exactly the breathless sense of... non-gendered power balance I get from the best of slash. You -can- have stories where the girl can totally stand up to the guy without making it be another guy, without making the girl submissive, without making the girl uber-pretty or superhuman.

And it's not that I like slash -because- it's some sort of superior het substitute... but it's weird to realize that really I like (and dislike!) the same things about both. Whether it's het or slash, I dig on the violence... the sense of uncontrolled anger/jealousy/fear/need. It's like... so important, right, that slash is about characters of the same gender... that it's almost forgettable that in the end, it's all about romance stories, and love works the same way with any gender, doesn't it? Emotionally, it adds up to the same emotional pay-off, though... uh, well, the boy-on-boy action thing tips the scale a bit for me, usually. It doesn't matter if I'm really involved with the characters, though-- it doesn't matter what their gender is to how real they are to me. Why should it?

I've heard before that if you had a boy and a girl fighting, you'd have issues of abuse come up, and basically the (female) readers would sympathize with the girl a lot more (or less), or something. But those are traditionalist stories that don't count on the presence of strong female characters which aren't any more conducive to pity than strong male characters. And the fact that a fic is about two boys doesn't mean their roles will be balanced, especially given the huge feminization phenomenon both in fanfiction and shounen-ai. The average writer's approach to power issues doesn't seem all that dependent on the characters' gender at all, actually. It seems more like relationship roles defining gender than the other way around.

I don't think it's a question of misogynism (heh) so much as a prevalent attitude to what romance should be like. There's a cultural norm of a passive, possessed party and an active, possessing party, and it follows beyond gender roles though it clearly originated there. And as much as I dig the boylurve, it actually makes me happier on some level to see a girl who's as strong as the boy, just because it's inspiring, isn't it? This is me, being a girl, and so instead of looking up to superheroes with amazing powers, I look up to girls who don't need a man's help or admiration to move forward. I don't care about misogynistic fic because once one starts looking, one could find it everywhere and anywhere-- what I really bloody want is feminist fiction, and it could be het or slash or femslash.

Comments

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Man, I don't see them in any kind of perfectly realized anything. Maybe that's just me and my jadedness :)) But my utter rage at my ex made me write DE!Draco again last night ><;; Every time I come back to it, it's like... I make it more angsty, ahahahah. *coughs* Then again, I've never thought of them in the long-term. It's always been all about getting them together even though they're both kicking & screaming. I suppose a part of me always thought they'd break up, but I could pretend they wouldn't when I read other people's fic.

RPG Harry is really messed up and doesn't quite know what he needs, from anyone including Draco. Theoretically he wants, even needs Draco to need him, but... he can't handle it very well. Anyway, a Journey is a Journey if one learns something from it, and changes as a person somewhat. Did Draco change?

[malafede.livejournal.com]

AHAHAH I was just about to tell you "but see, Draco wouldn't scream, you're making him..." or "but see, Harry would see and not scream afterwards..." (okay, not that last one) but then I realised I'm at an empasse. I'm so confused my brain might explode. I don't know when I'm talking about Draco if I'm talking about Draco in the canon or the one in my head. I don't know if they're different. I know other people disagree on his characterization, and while once I was OMG STFU NOOB, right now I am more like... I have no right to tell you to STFU NOOB because I don't know what I'm doing anymore... I don't know... don't know... so confused...

Right, anyway I like him in any form, JKR or mine. I just don't like the fandom one. Except for that one fic. That. <3

I'm not even sure I care. I like mine. Theirs, who cares? Except for JKR whose power I resent and despair.

I'm sure you can see the irony and identity crisis in this, but I can't be held responsible for what I just said because I have to coddle my Logic book as a homework from my psychologist and also am v. tired after 4 hours of writing essay about how much Draco Needs Not To Be Forced To Lead. Why were you angry? How angsty it got?

Well, he learned to endure, and be alone, and that life is a bitch and he can't have always a happy ending... I dunno, why isn't the fact that he did all that surviving stuff enough? Maybe Harry should tell him what he learned.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

I think you have to fully accept that you will always be subjective. There is no One True Canon, and even if there was, you can't escape your subjectivity long enough to fully know it, though you could make better guesses than some people through using sound arguments and observation. So of course they're different.

So I think it's reasonable to say both Harry & Draco, as is, would resist and resent falling in love with each other (if nothing else, it'd be like, WTF??! AM I ON DRUGS??!) Anytime you change your opinion on something important, you're not going to be pleased about it.

And you should tell me what that mysterious fic is, it's not like I'm going to leak it to the press or anything. Though now that you've built it up so much, my first impulse is to scoff. I mean, I love lots of Dracos... or at least several, especially Silvia's and Cassie's and Miss Breed's and Maya's... but anyway, I would never say they're superior, precisely, they just hit my buttons and the writing's so great, which goes together. Hey, I like Ivy's Draco too, and he's pretty OOC. So it's like, if you want to say that Draco is really The Best, I doubt he'd hold up under my full scrutiny. Heck, JKR wouldn't hold up under my full scrutiny, because I can seriously be the pickiest person in the universe :))

No one's forcing Draco to lead, are they? I myself just want Draco to suck it up, and hey, he does anyway.
Anyone can survive, man. Even rats. On the other hand, some people kill themselves, but then they have serious psychiatric issues.

[malafede.livejournal.com]

So he's learned that he can survive. And now he's learned his learning amounts to "pathetic", since it was obvious and everyone could do. Maybe that's life's hard lesson. Weren't we saying that Draco's Hero's Journey is the Journey towards adulthood?

Though I have to say it sounds less and less rewarding when you get told that even rats can do it. I can totally see Harry say that, too. *hisses*

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha oh man, I'm so hard on Draco. Sometimes I don't know if it's that Harry's making me more of a bitch or I'm making Harry more of a bitch o_0 o_0

They're both ambitious though, aren't they. Draco's always wanted to be the best too, right? Not like Harry cares about being The Best, precisely, so much as he likes to win at whatever he does, if he cares about it. I think Harry has warm-fuzzy caring feelings and soft words for Draco locked somewhere inside him, where he can't get at them. If he means "I'll take care of you", he's likely enough to just say, "You can stay. It's not like you've got anywhere else to go." ^^;;

[malafede.livejournal.com]

Maybe Draco's lesson is that he can't be The Best, in fact, all he'll probably amounts to is this muggle-dressed ordinary guy with hair dyed black running through tables in his tavern in the Wales and serving roasted beef to mysterious hooded strangers.

Don't worry. Draco can take care of himself. He'll just hiss at Harry until Harry shuts up (not that he ever does, but Draco keeps hissing). Or, he did. You know, I think Draco digs the abuse. It's like, he digs it and hates it at the same time. "Abuse me all you want, just don't leave me." That.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

...He can... he can... TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF?? ahahafhs;alkfj;lkdjjjj

Right, then :))

Although I do have a soft spot for Draco-the-bartender, I think. That and Draco-the-sucky-rockstar. And Draco-the-Muggle-High-School-student.

It's not like Harry was ever about to leave him, that was always Draco, or has that escaped his notice?

[malafede.livejournal.com]

Harry couldn't leave because he was never really there to begin with.

wow, that was dramatic. such is truth.

the mysterious hooded stranger thinks draco can take care of himself.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Harry was there sometimes! Draco always demanded all and when he couldn't get it, it had to be nothing. Ehh, I know his type. *bludgeons ex repeatedly*

Maybe Draco should give lap-dances to the mysterious hooded stranger, too.

[malafede.livejournal.com]

"sometimes"

no, the mysterious hooded stranger just offers cryptic pieces of advice, though draco has the impression he means them to sound dramatic pronouncements of doom.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Actually, a lot of times... they fucked a lot, didn't they :))

[malafede.livejournal.com]

okay, harry's cock was there for draco.

going to bed. <3 night!