~~ ouch. my brain.

let's pretend this is a public service announcement: queer as folk (us version) is.... eating my brain. yep. pretty much.

i don't know -what- i was doing before this, really (certainly, not watching qaf, that's for sure). ahahah. actual filmed action is a Good Thing. yes. i am trying to come up with something worthwhile to say, really, but i can't. it's all the vids' fault. enough vids to make my brain stream out of my ears, and yet i want more. the funny thing is, i can't even -begin- to want fanfic. i mean, after you see it live, basically the idea of shlepping through badfic looking for pr0n and angst sort of palls. oh, most definitely.

    ow. ow. my brain. ow. (but what a good ow it is!!)
to clarify, brian & justin are eating-- have eaten-- my brain. guh. actual.... filmed.... slashfic. kind of. ok, so kind of not-so-good slashfic, but still. still! i remember reading that essay about how slashing supposedly straight boys was more satisfying somehow 'cause it's more transgressive than qaf, which starts out queer & stays queer. but, no. just, no. because, i have to say, THIS IS VERY SATISFYING. ahem.
    yes, i'm going now. ><;;

-.-

( wibble. unfriending/friending woes. damn life. damn online life. my angst is fearsome and really stupid. )

and now, back to queer as folk and hot gay sex. not to mention trying to write fic -.- and sleep. and gah, there's a list somewhere...