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Sep. 29th, 2003 11:29 pm
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I have a very strange confession to make. I just need to get it off my chest so I never have to writhe in silent nameless discomfort ever again. Yeah, right.

Squeeing, 100%-positive and yet not really -descriptive- rave recs/reviews of fics make me cringe. No, I lie. I hate them. I REALLY HATE THEM A LOT. RAAAAGE. (Ok, no.)
    EDIT - to clarify: by "review" I don't mean feedback, I mean it in the "movie review" sense.

Not only that, they make me violently dislike both the reviewer and the fic, even if I -adore- the fic in question. I have to really bite my lip and repeat to myself "I love this fic, I -love- this fic, remember I -love- this fic!" so that I don't just write an anti-rec right back detailing all the flaws I can possibly think of (there are always some! Jeez!). I realize this is easily seen as hypocritical, considering how excited I get over fics. Still, I could -swear- I've never given what I'd consider pat compliments: Oh, this is great, genius, wonderful, beautiful, amazing. I've never called anyone "extremely talented" or even talented. I've never raved about how worthy someone/something is of their popularity or thought any fic -should- be popular as a sign of its greatness. Of course, I'm sort of elitist and snobbish like that :>

I've never guarranteed anyone would have to like a fic. That just -really- pisses me off. How could anyone assume -any- piece of writing is soooo great, -everyone- has to love it? My god, what arrogance! Not only that, it just feels like advertising to me. I hate advertising, in case that isn't clear. I hate it with all the passion of a thousand burning hells. Nothing rubs me the wrong way like a rave review that could easily apply to -any- fic out of hundreds. Saying only nondescript, gushy things about a truly good, visceral piece of writing just... deadens it.

I actually can't stand reading most positive reviews, though I'm almost always highly entertained by negative ones (they're usually funny, at least). The words one uses in response should contain some tiny spark of inspiration, something that is reminiscent of the fic, otherwise the review is pointless because it doesn't actually -say- anything and all I get is "propaganda-propaganda-propaganda-propaganda". And as should be painfully obvious, I reallyreallyreallyreallyreally despise propaganda quite, quite a lot.

So I'm in this weird place where I'm semi-known for recs and reviews and yet I have very little respect for the practice of reccing & reviewing itself as is commonly practiced. In fact, 98% of all blurbs & mini-reviews and such annoy the living daylights out of me, especially if they're of fics I adore. First of all, if you act as if a fic is -perfect-, it takes away from its actual humanity, from its real worth. It's like, you're not using your brain, so why should I believe a word you say in response, and does that mean -I'm- not using my brain in loving it, too?

If I had time, I'd post a mini-list of all my favorite fics and say only critical things of them to show how much I love them. If one doesn't -think- or express one's feelings in any sort of creative manner, one is just a parrot, someone who likes the shiny thing without really being capable of seeing its true beauty. I think to an extent, the readers help define the fic-- that is to say, if brainless zombies like a fic, you wonder how good can it possibly be. On the other hand, if eloquent, thoughtful people like the fic, one feels the worth of the fic itself is thus elevated.

Because of this, I realized I have a creed-- a set of ethics as a reviewer:

    - Never use hyperbole-- say how it affects you in the most direct yet descriptive way possible; pretend you're talking to a skeptic if it helps. Said skeptic will laugh every time you use more than one adjective per sentence.
    - Never project your own response onto others-- confine yourself to detailing your own thoughts, leave others to form their own opinions; separate your kinks from those of others and keep it in mind when describing the merits of a fic.
    - Never push a fic onto others as if it's a drug-- separate your own excitement and your actual full response to the work.
    - Objectivity isn't just for dinner anymore: try it, it works! Don't do the writer or the work the disservice of pretending they've attained perfection: there is no need to be negative, but please refrain from overindulging in the "bestseller syndrome", where mass hysteria passes for literary worth. Treat the writer as "a writer", and the work as "a work", as best you can.

*wankwankwankwank*

Re: HAHAHHAHAAHAAA

Date: 2003-10-03 09:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spare-change.livejournal.com
<33

I thought Just This was crap.

But you know, I love it when Draco is being Defeated and Abused (and, not incidentally, Whored).

I've just finished Chapter 9, and now he is back at Hogwarts, still being Harry's slut and dealing with everyone hating him. I have 3 more chapters to go.

I'm not so much about hurt/comfort as I am just about hurt. I really, really love torturing Draco. He bleeds so prettily. In fact, my problems with the characterization have more to do with him being all noble in the flashback scenes. I like him better when he's snivelling.

To be honest, if I hadn't started reading this fic in the context of this discussion I would probably be pimping it madly.

Anyway I'm going to paste in my reasons for liking it, which I had to torture poor Aja with.

I mean, there are definitely some problems with it (esp. the dialogue in the flashback scenes), but I'm enjoying it. And I've had more than one idea for a Dumbledore-exploits-Draco-and-Harry-finds-out-about-it fic of my own, so this premise works for me. I think that Draco is more gullible than we realize, in some ways.

And there are a couple of gorgeous moments with the language (like at the beginning, when Draco is unconscious and injured at Harry's, and keeps turning from human into falcon without realizing it). Yeah.

Anyway, I just got to the end of the trial and am plunging ahead. Maybe the problem is that I never saw Harry and Draco as equals? I always think that Harry will have the upper hand and it's only Harry's sense of fair play that gives Draco any chance at all. And still, Harry isn't perfect (i.e. fucking the second they get back to Harry's apartment. Hell yeah!)


Now I've read further and I see just how not-perfect Harry is. And this does it for me. Oh hell yes.

I can't emphasize how much I love HURTING DRACO. :D

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