~~a fluffy sappy goopy hetfic...! ruuuun!

[reenka]

well. erm. i know that the last story went down like a lead balloon, and... ok, so i'm cringing, cringing now... but still.

in the spirit of sisterhood... and badfic... and fluffyfic... and please-please-god-let-even-one-thing-i-write-be-any-good... and since silviakundera could do it, well... so could i, goddammit...!! *hyperventilates. again.*

so.
fic. ron/hermione. sappy. *coughs* yes. the world has ended.
it's... not polished, but i'm getting the feeling like, if i didn't keep sending my babies out, i'll just -imagine- them being flops, instead of knowing they are. which is, after all, much better. ahem. so.

~~Charming~~
a `ron & hermione have the morning to themselves, and much blushing ensues' production.
all those het-reading people who read this. i know you're out there. *paranoid stare into space* ahem. i'm just sayin'...

*sobs*
ahh, the joys of fandom. i'd have never written this if not for the fandom. and i blame all of you...!!
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anyway
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i've been straying, you know, from the One True Path of h/d. nono, not wanting either of -them- with anyone. but. first there was the ron/percy. then there was the crabbe/goyle (or is that goyle/crabbe?? *wibbles*) -- and then -- and then there was... lex/lionel...!! waah. i liked a smallville story. erk. so well written. the only incest story i consider Good, in fandom, that i've ever read. yes. it rocks. it bounces. it.... aww. it's subtle and yet direct and yet stylistically pleasing. not like, obscure, where you have to make up your own mind entirely, and of course it doesn't tell you what to think, either. nearly perfect treatment (though admittedly, helped along by the incest being between adults).

i realize my squickiness before the specters of non-h/d is... immature. and see, i am so mature. see? it's just that i avoid things. yeah. i'm good at that. but even though i avoid them, they're good (when i force myself to do them) anyway. life's like that. ha. peachy-cakes.
um. maybe... maybe really, it -is- all about The Story. but no, i'm only like that with characters i don't care about, really, so the reason i don't read say, crabbe/goyle (not that there is much, obviously) isn't because i want goyle with millicent (*dies*-- oh god..! SQUICKFIC alert...!) it's just. boring. that's where good fics help.

there's normal squick. which is --ugh, i really didn't need to have that image in my head. and romantic!squick, which is --aaaargh, but this is Heresy, aaaaargh.

not so much heresy. but like. sad.
i don't go for sad, actually. yeah, yeah, i know. but really..! i like -dark-. i like -painful-. but sad (in that... `this is so wrong, and so hopeless...'). ginny is probably going to end up with harry, in the books. or not. but like, it's likely enough. and that's wrong. not that i care that much about canon!harry. but still. i... see, when i See a connection-- a pairing or a truth or a world or a characterization-- it... it ownz me. heh. the church of harry&draco. ha. *laughs madly*
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*cries* Tower with a View... forgot about signing up for that update list....
guh. sob. cry. i miss it...!! wah. it think it was either the second or first or...third... whatever, it was up there, one of the first fics i read. and, and, i loffed it muchly...! gah. the fight scenes. *drools* so cool.

``Needless to say, you won't be getting an ending to A Tower with a View. I am very sorry to disappoint you. It was a simple matter of them meeting again, Harry rejecting Draco, Draco relenting, and then mad boysex. Nothing special."

but i wanted to see that. i did. i mean. yes. i'll shut up now.
i mean, what else is there??!! nothing, i say, nothing.
*cries*

EDIT: guh. i hate livejournal sometimes.

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um. i dunno if this is... funny or not, but, i didn't see a "list", i mean it was just my email. i realize you can do that, but looking at the headers, it'd say ..something... about "envelope-to" or... well.. anyway, it's funny thinking she removed everyone but me, because she didn't know me. but. that's probably not true ^_^;;

um. i deleted it after reading (do this will like, all email). but. er. it said things to the effect of...
she'd forgotten about having this list, but it was just as well. and that there'll be no updates because she's left the fandom. for reasons most of "us" would know, also adding that it sucks to have your best friends betray you. "and that's all i'm going to say about that".

er. then there's the quote (which i posted), as to how it was going to end, and then it said that one doesn't need to unsubscribe because she's deleting the list after sending the message. signed, "stacey".

um. hope that ....helps(?)
~:)