Hmm.. that's pretty mysterious, almost ominous, don't you think? But I suppose short and sweet, or maybe bitter is a better way of putting it?
I don't know I guess saying (note the words implied) "words are kind of stupid sometimes" seems a bit paradoxical, since its words you're using to express them, and well, okay.. Maybe you have a point. But it still seems that unless someone (yourself) included, says that words are needed, its only when you try giving information (including emotions) that aren't that they are truly useless.. I guess it seems to me. But seeing as if you are probably irritated by the ineffectiveness to do what you think they should (perhaps), I guess saying words are stupid sometimes is useful, in at least you are expressing that dissatisfaction, so that someone could try to work through to you so that the real words, the real problem could be looked at reviewed, umm stared at at least.
I guess also they could be stupid or at least less useful when dealing with concepts/emotions that are too big and unwieldy for words to deal with them effectively. Its just even in those situations, it seems like, at least sparingly, they could be very powerful in at least outlining or shadowing or silhouetting the big thing that is hard to touch. Like it could shield your eyes so you could at least squint and see the edges of the blur you would see without them.
Or maybe not. Maybe I'm just proving one of those times when words are useless/stupid... Or maybe not.. Sorry if it was the former.
That's probably what I've been trying to conjure the words to say. *hugs* You know, once I stop feeling the going-on-eight hour urge to cry from reading Aja's thing. The post. The. Oh. *still can't stop crying*
....you mean this post (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=vanityfair&itemid=131590), right? *sighs*
..i don't really know how people can bear talking about it, loud and ...normal. really. if i think about it i just want to ...get a blanket and and a teddy bear and just....be safe and silent.
No. This one (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=vanityfair&itemid=131491#cutid1).
*sobs once again* That, and Sky's thing, and...oh god. So many things are making me cry today. (Of course, that would probably make me cry any day. It's so...oh. God. Oh.)
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Date: 2002-09-11 11:07 am (UTC)I don't know I guess saying (note the words implied) "words are kind of stupid sometimes" seems a bit paradoxical, since its words you're using to express them, and well, okay.. Maybe you have a point. But it still seems that unless someone (yourself) included, says that words are needed, its only when you try giving information (including emotions) that aren't that they are truly useless.. I guess it seems to me. But seeing as if you are probably irritated by the ineffectiveness to do what you think they should (perhaps), I guess saying words are stupid sometimes is useful, in at least you are expressing that dissatisfaction, so that someone could try to work through to you so that the real words, the real problem could be looked at reviewed, umm stared at at least.
I guess also they could be stupid or at least less useful when dealing with concepts/emotions that are too big and unwieldy for words to deal with them effectively. Its just even in those situations, it seems like, at least sparingly, they could be very powerful in at least outlining or shadowing or silhouetting the big thing that is hard to touch. Like it could shield your eyes so you could at least squint and see the edges of the blur you would see without them.
Or maybe not. Maybe I'm just proving one of those times when words are useless/stupid... Or maybe not.. Sorry if it was the former.
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Date: 2002-09-11 11:33 am (UTC)nothing i can say without sounding stupid, yes.
what can i say?
``it still hurts, thinking of it."
``i wish... i wish......"
``fuck wishes. people are dead."
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Date: 2002-09-11 12:45 pm (UTC)That's probably what I've been trying to conjure the words to say. *hugs* You know, once I stop feeling the going-on-eight hour urge to cry from reading Aja's thing. The post. The. Oh. *still can't stop crying*
Thank you for, um. Saying this.
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Date: 2002-09-11 01:09 pm (UTC)..i don't really know how people can bear talking about it, loud and ...normal. really. if i think about it i just want to ...get a blanket and and a teddy bear and just....be safe and silent.
*hugs*
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Date: 2002-09-11 03:25 pm (UTC)*sobs once again* That, and Sky's thing, and...oh god. So many things are making me cry today. (Of course, that would probably make me cry any day. It's so...oh. God. Oh.)
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Date: 2002-09-11 04:52 pm (UTC)...
i guess i'm not such a tough cookie after all....
thank you, for pointing me.....
i guess sometimes, there are words, after all.