Because I just Cannot Leave It Alone, I shall have to address the common question
rubymoth raises, meaning that she writes porny fluffy crackfic & feels guilty she's not writing more 'serious' canon-extrapolative fic which she "could" be.
What bothers me with this is sort of self-centered, meaning that I may or may not have gotten a reputation for wanting said 'serious' fic involving things like the Ministry and Horcruxes (*yawn!!*), if nothing else 'cause
shaggirl & I came up with the idea for the Big Bang and stuff.
But. These things have to be taken in context, you know? Fandom changes all the time. At that time, the years after OoTP, no one wrote what I would remotely call IC or canon-compliant (forget extrapolative, because people can and do extrapolate without being compliant, and can be characterization-compliant without being plot-extrapolative).
The only light in my tunnel was
mijan's 'Eclipse', which had its own (stylistic) issues, but it was literally the only then-WIP longfic there was for post-OoTP H/D before the Big Bang. All the others were small hatesex vignettes or unfinished-yet-promising stuff like the cigarette!fic by Cassie Claire.
Maybe Big Bang made people feel guilty without precisely knowing what they're feeling guilty for, I dunno, but I personally never intended that. All I wished would happen, far from killing snark & Harry&Draco's whiplash-hot dynamic-- all I wanted is to add a measure of characterization plausibility, not subtract hotness, wackiness or snark (which is a question of genre rather than substance).
The reason why that seemed so imperative was because I thought there were such serious huge psychological issues you couldn't ignore post-OoTP without ignoring the natures of both Harry & Draco-- stuff that's been building since GoF & hadn't erupted in canon until HBP. So there was this full, pregnant feeling I had which HBP actually justified.
In retrospect, when we tried to explain what we meant by 'in-character' in the post-OoTP Big Bang, people started saying we were 'telling them what to write' & being overbearing dictators, but the fact is that it seems otherwise people just assume that 'canon-compliant' => 'canon-extrapolative' => plot => 'writing like JKR' (which is -ridiculously- far from what I meant, personally). I just wanted a bit of context to my hatesex, really; of course, what I didn't realize is that my 'context' is another person's 'wtf, this is depressing' or 'THAT'S NOT CANON!HARRY, BITCH!'... not that anyone said that to me, but. :/
It's kind of hard to explain now, because what I wanted isn't a forward progression but a past reckoning. I basically wanted to feel like the past events existed and colored the characters' interactions; in regard to what those interactions -were-, I would say that I'd prefer 'everyday' stuff like Quidditch & Potions classes and corridor dust-ups & Hogsmeade, 'cause that's what shows us the natural state of being of the characters without the distraction of Big Events & the compromises one makes in wartime, etc. I mean, I like adrenaline in terms of 'Harry&Draco bonding while facing danger together', but there are many ways to summon that danger without shifting focus to the wizarding world at large.
I actually can't stand how post-HBP, people got all 'serious' and mature about the H/D dynamic like it was inevitable, because that loses the flavor of what the pairing is all about, as far as I'm concerned. Their attraction will always be totally tied to their being schoolboy rivals, both being snarky bastards, competitive, immature in their own ways, both ridiculously obsessive & stubborn and horny as cats in a sack. That's basically what it's all about.
It's funny, I mean-- a lot the reason I didn't feel inspired to write H/D post-HBP is because I felt the grown-up reasonable 'vibe' threaten my peaceful hate!angst pairing & Draco wasn't obsessed anymore and omg-no, not 'pity', etc. :O!! I felt the threat of necessitated 'plot' re: the Horcruxes & it was just like 'nooooo, canon, I want CANON horcruxes, noooo, not a zillion fics about horcruxes...'. And of course I was right, my worst predictions came true, and there -were- a zillion mind-numbing fics about horcruxes and suddenly-mature!Draco & hurt-comfort. Which wouldn't be so bad except I've -always- hated H/D hurt-comfort, even back when post-GoF there were fics where he went blind. DIE blind!Draco, DIE! :P
What I thought was missing post-OoTP is just... stuff to up the internal angst & conflict factor (and thus the post-OoTP realism), not the maturity or plottiness factor. There was -so- much angst in canon, I felt sort of insulted when it disappeared like Harry never turned into a raging bastard and beat up Draco and started ignoring him, and like Draco never hated Potter for putting his father in prison with the fire of a thousand suns. -That's- what I wanted.
When I say 'realism', basically I mean internal realism (which is totally compatible with crazy hijinks & porn, especially hatesex), not 'plot'. Plot != realism. Plot is just... well, plot. :P It's what -happens- if you write a fic where enough time passes rather than say, 2 days (usually), since you can't fuck -all- the time; plot is dependent on genre or "objective" rather than the subjects/characters, for most writers.
Bottom line: a lot of times, 'plot' is a crutch writers use to pretend they're being canon-realistic-- or like, reality-realistic, whereas really the characterizations are seriously on crack and/or not even paid attention to because they're All In The Service Of Plot. :P
EDIT - I'm not saying it's somehow easier or more common to see in-character H/D PWPs or vignettes; I mean, maybe a -little-, but I don't think it's inherently easier to do, just perhaps more vignette-writers are more -interested- in characterization. That is, fact remains that whether or not you're interested, it's a hop-skip-and-a-jump to what I like to call the 'Bad Crack', 'cause people have some pretty weird ideas of what canon is; and no, 'bad crack' isn't just 'obviously stupid cliches', it's any characterization that takes ridiculous short-cuts, ignores history, white-washes conflict, etcetcetc, given you're not writing future!fic, which I'm not interested in anyway 'cause I got burned so many times. Though I still like Antenora's post-war!Harry fics; it's literally the only variant I can remember where he's even remotely badass (& I don't mean dom!), though, besides maybe 'Transfigurations' & some stuff by
shaggirl &
marksykins. :P
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And now... back to reading crack!porn and writing angst!porn, so that life is a beautiful healthy balance. :o
What bothers me with this is sort of self-centered, meaning that I may or may not have gotten a reputation for wanting said 'serious' fic involving things like the Ministry and Horcruxes (*yawn!!*), if nothing else 'cause
But. These things have to be taken in context, you know? Fandom changes all the time. At that time, the years after OoTP, no one wrote what I would remotely call IC or canon-compliant (forget extrapolative, because people can and do extrapolate without being compliant, and can be characterization-compliant without being plot-extrapolative).
The only light in my tunnel was
Maybe Big Bang made people feel guilty without precisely knowing what they're feeling guilty for, I dunno, but I personally never intended that. All I wished would happen, far from killing snark & Harry&Draco's whiplash-hot dynamic-- all I wanted is to add a measure of characterization plausibility, not subtract hotness, wackiness or snark (which is a question of genre rather than substance).
The reason why that seemed so imperative was because I thought there were such serious huge psychological issues you couldn't ignore post-OoTP without ignoring the natures of both Harry & Draco-- stuff that's been building since GoF & hadn't erupted in canon until HBP. So there was this full, pregnant feeling I had which HBP actually justified.
In retrospect, when we tried to explain what we meant by 'in-character' in the post-OoTP Big Bang, people started saying we were 'telling them what to write' & being overbearing dictators, but the fact is that it seems otherwise people just assume that 'canon-compliant' => 'canon-extrapolative' => plot => 'writing like JKR' (which is -ridiculously- far from what I meant, personally). I just wanted a bit of context to my hatesex, really; of course, what I didn't realize is that my 'context' is another person's 'wtf, this is depressing' or 'THAT'S NOT CANON!HARRY, BITCH!'... not that anyone said that to me, but. :/
It's kind of hard to explain now, because what I wanted isn't a forward progression but a past reckoning. I basically wanted to feel like the past events existed and colored the characters' interactions; in regard to what those interactions -were-, I would say that I'd prefer 'everyday' stuff like Quidditch & Potions classes and corridor dust-ups & Hogsmeade, 'cause that's what shows us the natural state of being of the characters without the distraction of Big Events & the compromises one makes in wartime, etc. I mean, I like adrenaline in terms of 'Harry&Draco bonding while facing danger together', but there are many ways to summon that danger without shifting focus to the wizarding world at large.
I actually can't stand how post-HBP, people got all 'serious' and mature about the H/D dynamic like it was inevitable, because that loses the flavor of what the pairing is all about, as far as I'm concerned. Their attraction will always be totally tied to their being schoolboy rivals, both being snarky bastards, competitive, immature in their own ways, both ridiculously obsessive & stubborn and horny as cats in a sack. That's basically what it's all about.
It's funny, I mean-- a lot the reason I didn't feel inspired to write H/D post-HBP is because I felt the grown-up reasonable 'vibe' threaten my peaceful hate!angst pairing & Draco wasn't obsessed anymore and omg-no, not 'pity', etc. :O!! I felt the threat of necessitated 'plot' re: the Horcruxes & it was just like 'nooooo, canon, I want CANON horcruxes, noooo, not a zillion fics about horcruxes...'. And of course I was right, my worst predictions came true, and there -were- a zillion mind-numbing fics about horcruxes and suddenly-mature!Draco & hurt-comfort. Which wouldn't be so bad except I've -always- hated H/D hurt-comfort, even back when post-GoF there were fics where he went blind. DIE blind!Draco, DIE! :P
What I thought was missing post-OoTP is just... stuff to up the internal angst & conflict factor (and thus the post-OoTP realism), not the maturity or plottiness factor. There was -so- much angst in canon, I felt sort of insulted when it disappeared like Harry never turned into a raging bastard and beat up Draco and started ignoring him, and like Draco never hated Potter for putting his father in prison with the fire of a thousand suns. -That's- what I wanted.
When I say 'realism', basically I mean internal realism (which is totally compatible with crazy hijinks & porn, especially hatesex), not 'plot'. Plot != realism. Plot is just... well, plot. :P It's what -happens- if you write a fic where enough time passes rather than say, 2 days (usually), since you can't fuck -all- the time; plot is dependent on genre or "objective" rather than the subjects/characters, for most writers.
Bottom line: a lot of times, 'plot' is a crutch writers use to pretend they're being canon-realistic-- or like, reality-realistic, whereas really the characterizations are seriously on crack and/or not even paid attention to because they're All In The Service Of Plot. :P
EDIT - I'm not saying it's somehow easier or more common to see in-character H/D PWPs or vignettes; I mean, maybe a -little-, but I don't think it's inherently easier to do, just perhaps more vignette-writers are more -interested- in characterization. That is, fact remains that whether or not you're interested, it's a hop-skip-and-a-jump to what I like to call the 'Bad Crack', 'cause people have some pretty weird ideas of what canon is; and no, 'bad crack' isn't just 'obviously stupid cliches', it's any characterization that takes ridiculous short-cuts, ignores history, white-washes conflict, etcetcetc, given you're not writing future!fic, which I'm not interested in anyway 'cause I got burned so many times. Though I still like Antenora's post-war!Harry fics; it's literally the only variant I can remember where he's even remotely badass (& I don't mean dom!), though, besides maybe 'Transfigurations' & some stuff by
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And now... back to reading crack!porn and writing angst!porn, so that life is a beautiful healthy balance. :o
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Date: 2006-07-08 11:57 am (UTC)...Huh. This is an interesting point, and I've actually considered this recently with a comment to a semi-fluffy Snape/Draco fic (and btw I pretty much hate that pairing for jealousy reasons, hahah, same way I resent Ron/Draco... though I don't mind Draco het in theory, Draco-and-other-boys-Harry-has-a-relationship-with-of-any-kind... uh, that gets me where it hurts). Anyway, the person commented saying that "most everybody seems to want to play with the noxious fumes of these two mixing" (and doesn't write positive/fluffy fic). And I was like OMG WAH people like noxious fumes?? WHY NOT IN H/D WHY WHY WHYYYYYY WHY IS THYERE MOSTLY FLUFF IN H/D :((
So yeah, a part of it is that the 'serious' people go to Snape-pairings or adult-pairings in general (excepting the Snape/Harry fandom, which is full of awful crap, mostly-- I dunno why Snape/Draco is so much smaller & more serious), or write stuff like AJ Hall's Draco/Neville epic. I mean, that's serious & plotty, though I haven't heard much about it being emotionally in-depth. *sigh* Plus, there's a lot of well-done teenage!Sirius/Remus (not like, a ton, but still!) There's a lot of darkness and emotional intensity there too, but maybe what's made it work is that it's never really been badly Jossed-- Marauder-era, I mean. That was just -helped- by OoTP, there's no way it wasn't. And the R/T fandom angst is just stupid.
So there are probably factors relating to it being -H/D- and not just teenagers-- or maybe more adults are attracted to Marauder!S/R or Marauders in general than H/D?? Most of the people I'm friends with that like/ship/wrote H/D in '03 or so, pre-OoTP, are in their 20s, actually (just like me). But yeah, I feel like people put more effort into Due South or Highlander fics, though there's tons of badfic for Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon too or whatever. I also read several other teen fandoms like Gundam Wing, which there's a lot of crap for, but people -do- tackle the issues. Maybe it helps that the canon is already set there & has been for ages, so it's more of a whole. Plus Heero/Duo aren't quite as difficult, being partners/comrades. Plus, there really are in-depth well-done H/D fics... not that much, in retrospect, but there's been a -lot- of talent in this fandom, y'know? Mostly pre-OoTP, but it was glorious while my honeymoon lasted~:))
I think there are still people trying to be 'in depth' or 'serious writers' in their approach, like
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Date: 2006-07-09 08:46 am (UTC)But omg what you said: the whole point of the H/D dynamic is at its essence the non-fluffy variety! wtf is with the fluff excess?! *shakes head* I can read fluff, I like it, I like to see it in moderation with all things, including angst, and darkness, and plot, but to pretend that nothing ever happened but H marrying D and settling down to have babies and buy curtains is rather...odd to me. It's like they can't SEE the H/D dynamic at all. Some of it is crack, and I need to read it after encountering a very, very painful fic, like the lovely schmoopy one you just posted, but often it is very wearing to keep finding the SAME FIC posted over and over.
Thank you for the rundown on the other pairings, too. I had no idea it was so... um. yeah. *nervous laugh, looking around in public place* Jeezus. just, wtf?! LACKING, is the polite way of saying it, maybe? I don't like to see H or D turned into fluff bunnies, or mature adults, for the most part that is so extrapolated into the future that it doesn't resemble canon much. so yeah. I think I agree with you on this. I need them to be how I read them from the books, not turned into self-projected adults from the author's pov.
I know what you mean about there being a lot of TALENT in this fandom; as I said, reading fics for a year, and getting caught up with all the stuff that's already been written...gives a feel for what's there. I do find geoviki is totally awesome. I would like mirasfics better if the constant WIP wasn't always on the go...it makes me feel stressed to see WIPs that don't get enough love from the author. But that entire last paragraph of yours had me laughing, and NOT at you, at all! but because you are SO right. It's rather sad, come to think of it. I can only hope that new writers that come into the fandom can bring fresh blood and new ideas, and different delivery, esp seeing as OotP the movie will stir some in that direction, plus the book 7 coming out will inevitably do it as well.
to the subtler, more pervasive forms of fanon which most people wouldn't even -recognize- as fanon half the time
Yes, that is it in a nutshell. Fanon is SO contagious. I struggle to find my way out of that trap whenever I sit down to write.
I remember being in multiple other fandoms, and seeing everyone drifting over to H/D all the time, and I was sooooo upset to lose the writers! lol Little did I know that Draco and Harry would steal my heart. :)