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[reenka]

Um, so like... I have a lot of work-- two websites!!-- to do right now till Monday, and of course I'm twitchy & want a bit of distraction, so--

Post something and tell me something I didn't know about you.

Or like ask me for an mp3 or a drabble or a manga scan or whatever, I'll see what I can do! But that might take awhile longer :P Especially the drabble :P
    (Here, I'll start: I've a deathly fear of needles. Especially big long huge dentists' needles, but any needles are bad, mmkay? It's my only bigtime phobia. Also... I never get over anything. I'm all 'sure, be mean to me' to people and all understanding and forgiving, but I -never- get over it even if I forgive the person. I'm an elephant that way. Oh, and I love and adore lame-ish 70s & 80s songs, especially 'cause like, 'These Dreams' by Heart & 'Learning to Fly' by Pink Floyd are my theme-songs. Heh.)

I've turned on (screened) anon commenting again so if you're gonna be mean to me, I'll make sad faces at you, like so: :( :( :( :(
    COME ON, YOU KNOW YOU'RE SCARED OF MY SAD FACES.

In completely unrelated news, I saw some old (and a couple new) QaF vids yesterday and now I'm all filled with my old B/J lurve. Ahhhh, JUSTIN'S LIPS! :X :X :X He does that jaded-yet-innocent thing so well <3<3<3 AND OMG BRIAN. *cries*

Also, I really love Yaya Sakuragi at the moment.

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

Oh yes, we all agree on that. The little stab in the guts only comes from proper movies, hardly ever if never from porn. Except in proper films, it's so brief (which might actually add to the effect - I can tell from experience that porn is much better if only half glimpsed, preferable for a few seconds only *g*).

BUT, as with most types of film, repeat viewing does pay off. On any 3-5 hour tape or disc of gay fuckage, there is one couple that is obviously INTO each other, and that actually shows. The kissing and touching, you know.
We all lament that films like Maurice have too little sex, except that one scene with "It's ok, sir" is still one of the hottest ever in my book, coz my stomach does a flip-flop.
(PS: of course, I'm a fan of the original QAF.)
I guess most people don't know that John Cameron Mitchell of Hedwig and the Angry Inch has been trying to fund a non-porn film with real sex in it for years. Initially I was "duh"-ing, but I think he wants just a bit further than we do, demystify copulation.

Song? Which song? Gimme U2?

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Omg, I don't have the patience to watch 3+ hours of bad sex to get to the good bits, man. Whenever I (rarely) look at it, I sort of get tired, I guess... plus I don't get tapes or discs, I download stuff off p2p networks when I'm bored, ahaha. -.-;;

I know what you mean about the half-glimpsed being sexiest, but at the same tiiiime, I think some of the sex-scenes in US!QaF had that same feeling of privacy and spontaneity (not all the time, but). Especially when they're half in public or something. Ahhh, I've just got a soft spot for them, they both have the cutest expressions, especially Justin. It's totally female-style gay pr0n in terms of storytelling, which is prolly why so many of us are so hooked :>

I've always wanted to make a movie with real sex in it too. Like, where people could act for real and have sex for real, or hopefully even like each other for real. But it just being 'real couples' not glamorous in their fucking wouldn't be enough (that's amateur porn for you)-- 'cause the more transgressive would be to show real emotion and sex at once.

And-- I already gave you the link! Maybe I was too subtle :P I was wondering if you noticed :))

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

Yeah, I got some downloaded as well, the advantage being they're short. Sadly the only good one cut off after 30 seconds - that was a young Swedish couple totally into each other, you wanted to eat them up (just like they were eating each other up).

Did you see Intimacy or Le Pornographe or whatever all those titles were? Mainly French directors (female) did show real sex. Hetero. And you now, real sex is sad.

Okay, I'll go look, pah, I thought only I was allowed to hide stuff in dots and commas *g*

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Hahah yeah, omg, the samples! Samples everywhere. Of course, I hadn't looked too hard. And. I feel really weird talking about porn like it's omg-so-normal, ahahaha, and also 'cause somehow it's slightly different than fic. Oh, internets <3<3<3

Nah, I never saw any fancy foreign porn-- I mean, how would I even know about it, let alone find it? I don't want just 'real sex' (that's for amateurs!)-- as per usual, I want ultra!real, better than real, where it's like, good and stuff. And kinky. And yet realistic. Like a good PWP come to life. IT COULD HAPPEN :>

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

Heh, I feel quite normal talking about it, I guess it's empowering, esp. considering the texts about women and ("normal") porn I read, as in: hey, I watch guys on guys, and you can't do anything about it, and there are no women in it subjugated to the male gaze, but all the males subjugated to mine, mine, mine.

Actually, American porn might be some of the worst. I only ever saw one properly produced Czech flick and I actually wrote a post on it but never published it. It was really good, I mean, come on, porn is never "just real sex" anyway.