(omg, meme!)
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reenkaSurprisingly, I found myself wanting to do the 10 Person Anonymous Meme... thing. Because! I have things to say! And! I've missed some of you like whoah, and. Er, hi. Nothing to see here, move along, move along... EXCEPT YOU! YES YOU! MUWAHAHAHAH, etc.
...All in all, I don't think I've used this meme right. I'm supposed to be mysterious and scary, aren't I? AREN'T I??! DAMMIT ALL!!1 :((
1. Where are you??!?! God. Consider this me asking where you are, and if you're alive or dead. Okay, um, I'm just weird about things like this, but. I miss you. I'd really miss you if you were, in fact, dead. So, um, if you're just taking a break, good luck! I need one too. And if you're... uh, well, if you're just testing me, then :P!!!!!111!11!1 And if you suddenly hate me, then I'm just confused. And sorry. But mostly confused. Hahaha, at least I can laugh about it. And man, I guess I've gotten used to talking to you, huh :> I have no idea why, since we drive each other insane, but.
2. Heeee! I still think you're awesome, though I wish we talked more! Though this could actually apply to tons of people. I'm not sure if I'm just not making enough overtures or you're just tired of me even though I've given you next to no chance-- I'm so paranoid, I swear. Anyway, I ♥ you and want you to like me too but I'm so lame and antisocial and don't have the will to stalk you properly!! WOE!! PLEASE TAKE MY AFFECTION FOR YOUR AWESOME SELF AND YOUR AWESOME WRITING AND YOUR AWESOME DRACO FROM AFAR!!1 :(( I really hope I don't like, intimidate you or offend you without meaning to, because that'd be just like, !!. Um. Since you sort of intimidate me 'cause I'm always extra-shy when I like someone and they don't just bulldoze through to talk to me. With you being shy & me being shy, it's a wonder we ever talk at all, really :)) Unless I just don't interest you that much ^^;;;;;;;;
3. OMG I SO ♥ YOU AND WHEN I SEE YOU I'M GOING TO LIKE, ESSSSPLODE!!1 EEEEEEEEE!! :D :D :D Even thinking about it makes me want to BOUNCE, BOUNCE ONTO THE SKIIIIIES!!1 I wish I could get it together and read your fic :(( :(( BUT I WILL~! AND! STUFF! LOTS OF STUFF!! AAAH I'M STILL EXCITED! You totally nix the 'talking about Draco gives me an ulcer' rule <3<3<3<3<3<3 *happy sigh*
4. HEEEEEE! Thinking about YOU makes me happy too, missy~! YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FIC, TOO, MMMMHHMM, DON'T THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN!! Hee. You so inspire me, THERE ARE NO WORDS. You = guaranteed inspiration in one shiny, sparkly package. Though you're more shine than sparkle, if that makes sense. Um. *squuuueals and hugs youuuuuuuu* I hope when (when!!) I see you I won't just coo over you like an idiot; it is a danger!! You are probably the only person I'm this openly affectionate with on lj, I DON'T KNOW WHY!! :(( I CANNOT HELP BUT ADORE YOU <333333333333333333333333333333333
5. You are scary, man. *coughs* Hee. But in a good way, in a sort of this-is-exactly-what-I-need sort of way, though sometimes I'm afraid you really do secretly go like 'Reena. ....-.-.' Well. I know you do. But I really wish you wrote more HP fic, so I can intimidate you in return. Er. And! Whenever my bunnies return, I shall go back to our... thing. Um, if you want. Well, we will see. I just think it'll be fun to work on something if we can manage it, 'cause we have complementary strengths and weaknesses & that's, you know, awesome and should be utilized :> And then sometimes you're not scary at all, but I suspect you don't want the sekrit to get out :))
6. HEEE! <333333 I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU CALLED ME :(( I wish -I- had the cajones to call -you-, and I wish you visited me, and I still want to go to a club with you, or-- something! Anything! Maybe this New Years! Or something! COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANNA COME TO NYC WHEN THE ONE, THE ONLY, THE MAYA WILL BE THERE, I MEAN! WHAT! COME!!1 Heheheh you can meet my mother. *EVIL LAUGH*
7. Er. HI! I don't know what to say to you, exactly! But hi! I figured you should be on this list, I don't know why, possibly because it'd amuse you. If I said anything, though, would everyone just know who you are?? Ahahah I dunno. Um. I wish you replied to my more philosophical comments more :P And I wish we had our threesome still going-- I mean, then I might not be in the huge fandom funk I'm in, who knows. BUT NO, YOU HAVE BEEN STOLEN AWAY BY THE PAIRING WITH THE INNER ANGST, WAIT, I FORGOT!!1 :P No, okay, I just. So! I guess I'll see you this New Years', too. Along with half the East Coast fandom come to pilgrimage, I guess :)) Though possibly we won't be able to talk 'cause I'm no good at uh, talking in large groups of people. Er. -.- But you know that :>
8. Also hi!! I feel like, um, we've drifted away a bit :( But I still think you're 100% Awesome. With like, a capital A. Though I suspect I confuse you a lot-- well, I don't need to actually suspect, I know :> But the awesome thing about you is that you always ask for clarification when you misunderstand instead of jumping to conclusions like everyone else (GRAR!!!), so I can explain and then we're happy bunnies-- though I'm the toothy bunny and you're the grumpy bunny, so I don't know if the happy really fits, but. See, I bet I'm confusing you again. But. I actually enjoy hearing your fannish squee even if no one else's from my own fandom. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT SAYS ABOUT EITHER YOU OR ME. Though we should talk more. Yesh. Or I would be sad. See: :(
9. Sometimes I wonder if I've gotten a bit annoying to you, ahahah. *coughs* No, that'd actually upset me if that were true. So I'm hereby apologizing!! Um. I think I'm a bit of an asshole(??) when I'm dissatisfied with things, and I also feel like my thinking has been sloppy for ages and you've grown suspect of my uh, rationality or judgment or something. I dunno! I'm probably overreacting. I still have tons and tons (probably metric tons) of respect for you, though, and I'm sure I'll see you again during the pilgrimage :D That should be fun. I may also be thinking more clearly by then. ^^; Um. Hopefully I'll comment more once I've done the bit of lj spring cleaning....
10. You really annoy me. :(( I AM SORRY :(( Sometimes you don't though!! But usually you do!! Mostly, I hate feeling misunderstood. It's my horrible emo tendency, wreaking havoc upon the world! But I kinda like your mind. Just, uh, from a distance. Yes. Um. Sorry :(
...All in all, I don't think I've used this meme right. I'm supposed to be mysterious and scary, aren't I? AREN'T I??! DAMMIT ALL!!1 :((
1. Where are you??!?! God. Consider this me asking where you are, and if you're alive or dead. Okay, um, I'm just weird about things like this, but. I miss you. I'd really miss you if you were, in fact, dead. So, um, if you're just taking a break, good luck! I need one too. And if you're... uh, well, if you're just testing me, then :P!!!!!111!11!1 And if you suddenly hate me, then I'm just confused. And sorry. But mostly confused. Hahaha, at least I can laugh about it. And man, I guess I've gotten used to talking to you, huh :> I have no idea why, since we drive each other insane, but.
2. Heeee! I still think you're awesome, though I wish we talked more! Though this could actually apply to tons of people. I'm not sure if I'm just not making enough overtures or you're just tired of me even though I've given you next to no chance-- I'm so paranoid, I swear. Anyway, I ♥ you and want you to like me too but I'm so lame and antisocial and don't have the will to stalk you properly!! WOE!! PLEASE TAKE MY AFFECTION FOR YOUR AWESOME SELF AND YOUR AWESOME WRITING AND YOUR AWESOME DRACO FROM AFAR!!1 :(( I really hope I don't like, intimidate you or offend you without meaning to, because that'd be just like, !!. Um. Since you sort of intimidate me 'cause I'm always extra-shy when I like someone and they don't just bulldoze through to talk to me. With you being shy & me being shy, it's a wonder we ever talk at all, really :)) Unless I just don't interest you that much ^^;;;;;;;;
3. OMG I SO ♥ YOU AND WHEN I SEE YOU I'M GOING TO LIKE, ESSSSPLODE!!1 EEEEEEEEE!! :D :D :D Even thinking about it makes me want to BOUNCE, BOUNCE ONTO THE SKIIIIIES!!1 I wish I could get it together and read your fic :(( :(( BUT I WILL~! AND! STUFF! LOTS OF STUFF!! AAAH I'M STILL EXCITED! You totally nix the 'talking about Draco gives me an ulcer' rule <3<3<3<3<3<3 *happy sigh*
4. HEEEEEE! Thinking about YOU makes me happy too, missy~! YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FIC, TOO, MMMMHHMM, DON'T THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN!! Hee. You so inspire me, THERE ARE NO WORDS. You = guaranteed inspiration in one shiny, sparkly package. Though you're more shine than sparkle, if that makes sense. Um. *squuuueals and hugs youuuuuuuu* I hope when (when!!) I see you I won't just coo over you like an idiot; it is a danger!! You are probably the only person I'm this openly affectionate with on lj, I DON'T KNOW WHY!! :(( I CANNOT HELP BUT ADORE YOU <333333333333333333333333333333333
5. You are scary, man. *coughs* Hee. But in a good way, in a sort of this-is-exactly-what-I-need sort of way, though sometimes I'm afraid you really do secretly go like 'Reena. ....-.-.' Well. I know you do. But I really wish you wrote more HP fic, so I can intimidate you in return. Er. And! Whenever my bunnies return, I shall go back to our... thing. Um, if you want. Well, we will see. I just think it'll be fun to work on something if we can manage it, 'cause we have complementary strengths and weaknesses & that's, you know, awesome and should be utilized :> And then sometimes you're not scary at all, but I suspect you don't want the sekrit to get out :))
6. HEEE! <333333 I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU CALLED ME :(( I wish -I- had the cajones to call -you-, and I wish you visited me, and I still want to go to a club with you, or-- something! Anything! Maybe this New Years! Or something! COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANNA COME TO NYC WHEN THE ONE, THE ONLY, THE MAYA WILL BE THERE, I MEAN! WHAT! COME!!1 Heheheh you can meet my mother. *EVIL LAUGH*
7. Er. HI! I don't know what to say to you, exactly! But hi! I figured you should be on this list, I don't know why, possibly because it'd amuse you. If I said anything, though, would everyone just know who you are?? Ahahah I dunno. Um. I wish you replied to my more philosophical comments more :P And I wish we had our threesome still going-- I mean, then I might not be in the huge fandom funk I'm in, who knows. BUT NO, YOU HAVE BEEN STOLEN AWAY BY THE PAIRING WITH THE INNER ANGST, WAIT, I FORGOT!!1 :P No, okay, I just. So! I guess I'll see you this New Years', too. Along with half the East Coast fandom come to pilgrimage, I guess :)) Though possibly we won't be able to talk 'cause I'm no good at uh, talking in large groups of people. Er. -.- But you know that :>
8. Also hi!! I feel like, um, we've drifted away a bit :( But I still think you're 100% Awesome. With like, a capital A. Though I suspect I confuse you a lot-- well, I don't need to actually suspect, I know :> But the awesome thing about you is that you always ask for clarification when you misunderstand instead of jumping to conclusions like everyone else (GRAR!!!), so I can explain and then we're happy bunnies-- though I'm the toothy bunny and you're the grumpy bunny, so I don't know if the happy really fits, but. See, I bet I'm confusing you again. But. I actually enjoy hearing your fannish squee even if no one else's from my own fandom. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT SAYS ABOUT EITHER YOU OR ME. Though we should talk more. Yesh. Or I would be sad. See: :(
9. Sometimes I wonder if I've gotten a bit annoying to you, ahahah. *coughs* No, that'd actually upset me if that were true. So I'm hereby apologizing!! Um. I think I'm a bit of an asshole(??) when I'm dissatisfied with things, and I also feel like my thinking has been sloppy for ages and you've grown suspect of my uh, rationality or judgment or something. I dunno! I'm probably overreacting. I still have tons and tons (probably metric tons) of respect for you, though, and I'm sure I'll see you again during the pilgrimage :D That should be fun. I may also be thinking more clearly by then. ^^; Um. Hopefully I'll comment more once I've done the bit of lj spring cleaning....
10. You really annoy me. :(( I AM SORRY :(( Sometimes you don't though!! But usually you do!! Mostly, I hate feeling misunderstood. It's my horrible emo tendency, wreaking havoc upon the world! But I kinda like your mind. Just, uh, from a distance. Yes. Um. Sorry :(
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Date: 2005-10-20 01:49 am (UTC)...Though I suppose that's worse -.-
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Date: 2005-10-20 02:05 am (UTC)But yeah~:) I realize that~:) I think I lack the hypochondria to really fall for thinking 'omg nooo I'm such-and-such', 'cause I feel I know myself pretty well already. I know I have some issues with anxiety that might or might not be diagnosable, and it seems like PA fits me more than say, anything to do with pure depression or narcissism/histrionic/borderline or schizoid-type issues, or something more straightforward like panic disorder. I think I walk the borderline of it being 'that bad' and 'not that bad', which just makes everything weird and muddled; I also think that whatever it is interferes with -me- way more than with my actual relationships (which mostly seem okay-- that is, I don't think I annoy people unless they happen to really want/need me to do something like a job), though I could be wrong.
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Date: 2005-10-20 02:13 am (UTC)Aka Were it only so easy, I would have it made :>
Also known as, "well, didn't work so well last time, though" :P :))
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Date: 2005-10-20 02:59 am (UTC)I hate you for tortuing me with this
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Date: 2005-10-20 03:01 am (UTC)I mean... *hides*
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