(omg, meme!)
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reenkaSurprisingly, I found myself wanting to do the 10 Person Anonymous Meme... thing. Because! I have things to say! And! I've missed some of you like whoah, and. Er, hi. Nothing to see here, move along, move along... EXCEPT YOU! YES YOU! MUWAHAHAHAH, etc.
...All in all, I don't think I've used this meme right. I'm supposed to be mysterious and scary, aren't I? AREN'T I??! DAMMIT ALL!!1 :((
1. Where are you??!?! God. Consider this me asking where you are, and if you're alive or dead. Okay, um, I'm just weird about things like this, but. I miss you. I'd really miss you if you were, in fact, dead. So, um, if you're just taking a break, good luck! I need one too. And if you're... uh, well, if you're just testing me, then :P!!!!!111!11!1 And if you suddenly hate me, then I'm just confused. And sorry. But mostly confused. Hahaha, at least I can laugh about it. And man, I guess I've gotten used to talking to you, huh :> I have no idea why, since we drive each other insane, but.
2. Heeee! I still think you're awesome, though I wish we talked more! Though this could actually apply to tons of people. I'm not sure if I'm just not making enough overtures or you're just tired of me even though I've given you next to no chance-- I'm so paranoid, I swear. Anyway, I ♥ you and want you to like me too but I'm so lame and antisocial and don't have the will to stalk you properly!! WOE!! PLEASE TAKE MY AFFECTION FOR YOUR AWESOME SELF AND YOUR AWESOME WRITING AND YOUR AWESOME DRACO FROM AFAR!!1 :(( I really hope I don't like, intimidate you or offend you without meaning to, because that'd be just like, !!. Um. Since you sort of intimidate me 'cause I'm always extra-shy when I like someone and they don't just bulldoze through to talk to me. With you being shy & me being shy, it's a wonder we ever talk at all, really :)) Unless I just don't interest you that much ^^;;;;;;;;
3. OMG I SO ♥ YOU AND WHEN I SEE YOU I'M GOING TO LIKE, ESSSSPLODE!!1 EEEEEEEEE!! :D :D :D Even thinking about it makes me want to BOUNCE, BOUNCE ONTO THE SKIIIIIES!!1 I wish I could get it together and read your fic :(( :(( BUT I WILL~! AND! STUFF! LOTS OF STUFF!! AAAH I'M STILL EXCITED! You totally nix the 'talking about Draco gives me an ulcer' rule <3<3<3<3<3<3 *happy sigh*
4. HEEEEEE! Thinking about YOU makes me happy too, missy~! YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FIC, TOO, MMMMHHMM, DON'T THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN!! Hee. You so inspire me, THERE ARE NO WORDS. You = guaranteed inspiration in one shiny, sparkly package. Though you're more shine than sparkle, if that makes sense. Um. *squuuueals and hugs youuuuuuuu* I hope when (when!!) I see you I won't just coo over you like an idiot; it is a danger!! You are probably the only person I'm this openly affectionate with on lj, I DON'T KNOW WHY!! :(( I CANNOT HELP BUT ADORE YOU <333333333333333333333333333333333
5. You are scary, man. *coughs* Hee. But in a good way, in a sort of this-is-exactly-what-I-need sort of way, though sometimes I'm afraid you really do secretly go like 'Reena. ....-.-.' Well. I know you do. But I really wish you wrote more HP fic, so I can intimidate you in return. Er. And! Whenever my bunnies return, I shall go back to our... thing. Um, if you want. Well, we will see. I just think it'll be fun to work on something if we can manage it, 'cause we have complementary strengths and weaknesses & that's, you know, awesome and should be utilized :> And then sometimes you're not scary at all, but I suspect you don't want the sekrit to get out :))
6. HEEE! <333333 I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU CALLED ME :(( I wish -I- had the cajones to call -you-, and I wish you visited me, and I still want to go to a club with you, or-- something! Anything! Maybe this New Years! Or something! COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANNA COME TO NYC WHEN THE ONE, THE ONLY, THE MAYA WILL BE THERE, I MEAN! WHAT! COME!!1 Heheheh you can meet my mother. *EVIL LAUGH*
7. Er. HI! I don't know what to say to you, exactly! But hi! I figured you should be on this list, I don't know why, possibly because it'd amuse you. If I said anything, though, would everyone just know who you are?? Ahahah I dunno. Um. I wish you replied to my more philosophical comments more :P And I wish we had our threesome still going-- I mean, then I might not be in the huge fandom funk I'm in, who knows. BUT NO, YOU HAVE BEEN STOLEN AWAY BY THE PAIRING WITH THE INNER ANGST, WAIT, I FORGOT!!1 :P No, okay, I just. So! I guess I'll see you this New Years', too. Along with half the East Coast fandom come to pilgrimage, I guess :)) Though possibly we won't be able to talk 'cause I'm no good at uh, talking in large groups of people. Er. -.- But you know that :>
8. Also hi!! I feel like, um, we've drifted away a bit :( But I still think you're 100% Awesome. With like, a capital A. Though I suspect I confuse you a lot-- well, I don't need to actually suspect, I know :> But the awesome thing about you is that you always ask for clarification when you misunderstand instead of jumping to conclusions like everyone else (GRAR!!!), so I can explain and then we're happy bunnies-- though I'm the toothy bunny and you're the grumpy bunny, so I don't know if the happy really fits, but. See, I bet I'm confusing you again. But. I actually enjoy hearing your fannish squee even if no one else's from my own fandom. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT SAYS ABOUT EITHER YOU OR ME. Though we should talk more. Yesh. Or I would be sad. See: :(
9. Sometimes I wonder if I've gotten a bit annoying to you, ahahah. *coughs* No, that'd actually upset me if that were true. So I'm hereby apologizing!! Um. I think I'm a bit of an asshole(??) when I'm dissatisfied with things, and I also feel like my thinking has been sloppy for ages and you've grown suspect of my uh, rationality or judgment or something. I dunno! I'm probably overreacting. I still have tons and tons (probably metric tons) of respect for you, though, and I'm sure I'll see you again during the pilgrimage :D That should be fun. I may also be thinking more clearly by then. ^^; Um. Hopefully I'll comment more once I've done the bit of lj spring cleaning....
10. You really annoy me. :(( I AM SORRY :(( Sometimes you don't though!! But usually you do!! Mostly, I hate feeling misunderstood. It's my horrible emo tendency, wreaking havoc upon the world! But I kinda like your mind. Just, uh, from a distance. Yes. Um. Sorry :(
...All in all, I don't think I've used this meme right. I'm supposed to be mysterious and scary, aren't I? AREN'T I??! DAMMIT ALL!!1 :((
1. Where are you??!?! God. Consider this me asking where you are, and if you're alive or dead. Okay, um, I'm just weird about things like this, but. I miss you. I'd really miss you if you were, in fact, dead. So, um, if you're just taking a break, good luck! I need one too. And if you're... uh, well, if you're just testing me, then :P!!!!!111!11!1 And if you suddenly hate me, then I'm just confused. And sorry. But mostly confused. Hahaha, at least I can laugh about it. And man, I guess I've gotten used to talking to you, huh :> I have no idea why, since we drive each other insane, but.
2. Heeee! I still think you're awesome, though I wish we talked more! Though this could actually apply to tons of people. I'm not sure if I'm just not making enough overtures or you're just tired of me even though I've given you next to no chance-- I'm so paranoid, I swear. Anyway, I ♥ you and want you to like me too but I'm so lame and antisocial and don't have the will to stalk you properly!! WOE!! PLEASE TAKE MY AFFECTION FOR YOUR AWESOME SELF AND YOUR AWESOME WRITING AND YOUR AWESOME DRACO FROM AFAR!!1 :(( I really hope I don't like, intimidate you or offend you without meaning to, because that'd be just like, !!. Um. Since you sort of intimidate me 'cause I'm always extra-shy when I like someone and they don't just bulldoze through to talk to me. With you being shy & me being shy, it's a wonder we ever talk at all, really :)) Unless I just don't interest you that much ^^;;;;;;;;
3. OMG I SO ♥ YOU AND WHEN I SEE YOU I'M GOING TO LIKE, ESSSSPLODE!!1 EEEEEEEEE!! :D :D :D Even thinking about it makes me want to BOUNCE, BOUNCE ONTO THE SKIIIIIES!!1 I wish I could get it together and read your fic :(( :(( BUT I WILL~! AND! STUFF! LOTS OF STUFF!! AAAH I'M STILL EXCITED! You totally nix the 'talking about Draco gives me an ulcer' rule <3<3<3<3<3<3 *happy sigh*
4. HEEEEEE! Thinking about YOU makes me happy too, missy~! YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FIC, TOO, MMMMHHMM, DON'T THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN!! Hee. You so inspire me, THERE ARE NO WORDS. You = guaranteed inspiration in one shiny, sparkly package. Though you're more shine than sparkle, if that makes sense. Um. *squuuueals and hugs youuuuuuuu* I hope when (when!!) I see you I won't just coo over you like an idiot; it is a danger!! You are probably the only person I'm this openly affectionate with on lj, I DON'T KNOW WHY!! :(( I CANNOT HELP BUT ADORE YOU <333333333333333333333333333333333
5. You are scary, man. *coughs* Hee. But in a good way, in a sort of this-is-exactly-what-I-need sort of way, though sometimes I'm afraid you really do secretly go like 'Reena. ....-.-.' Well. I know you do. But I really wish you wrote more HP fic, so I can intimidate you in return. Er. And! Whenever my bunnies return, I shall go back to our... thing. Um, if you want. Well, we will see. I just think it'll be fun to work on something if we can manage it, 'cause we have complementary strengths and weaknesses & that's, you know, awesome and should be utilized :> And then sometimes you're not scary at all, but I suspect you don't want the sekrit to get out :))
6. HEEE! <333333 I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU CALLED ME :(( I wish -I- had the cajones to call -you-, and I wish you visited me, and I still want to go to a club with you, or-- something! Anything! Maybe this New Years! Or something! COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANNA COME TO NYC WHEN THE ONE, THE ONLY, THE MAYA WILL BE THERE, I MEAN! WHAT! COME!!1 Heheheh you can meet my mother. *EVIL LAUGH*
7. Er. HI! I don't know what to say to you, exactly! But hi! I figured you should be on this list, I don't know why, possibly because it'd amuse you. If I said anything, though, would everyone just know who you are?? Ahahah I dunno. Um. I wish you replied to my more philosophical comments more :P And I wish we had our threesome still going-- I mean, then I might not be in the huge fandom funk I'm in, who knows. BUT NO, YOU HAVE BEEN STOLEN AWAY BY THE PAIRING WITH THE INNER ANGST, WAIT, I FORGOT!!1 :P No, okay, I just. So! I guess I'll see you this New Years', too. Along with half the East Coast fandom come to pilgrimage, I guess :)) Though possibly we won't be able to talk 'cause I'm no good at uh, talking in large groups of people. Er. -.- But you know that :>
8. Also hi!! I feel like, um, we've drifted away a bit :( But I still think you're 100% Awesome. With like, a capital A. Though I suspect I confuse you a lot-- well, I don't need to actually suspect, I know :> But the awesome thing about you is that you always ask for clarification when you misunderstand instead of jumping to conclusions like everyone else (GRAR!!!), so I can explain and then we're happy bunnies-- though I'm the toothy bunny and you're the grumpy bunny, so I don't know if the happy really fits, but. See, I bet I'm confusing you again. But. I actually enjoy hearing your fannish squee even if no one else's from my own fandom. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT SAYS ABOUT EITHER YOU OR ME. Though we should talk more. Yesh. Or I would be sad. See: :(
9. Sometimes I wonder if I've gotten a bit annoying to you, ahahah. *coughs* No, that'd actually upset me if that were true. So I'm hereby apologizing!! Um. I think I'm a bit of an asshole(??) when I'm dissatisfied with things, and I also feel like my thinking has been sloppy for ages and you've grown suspect of my uh, rationality or judgment or something. I dunno! I'm probably overreacting. I still have tons and tons (probably metric tons) of respect for you, though, and I'm sure I'll see you again during the pilgrimage :D That should be fun. I may also be thinking more clearly by then. ^^; Um. Hopefully I'll comment more once I've done the bit of lj spring cleaning....
10. You really annoy me. :(( I AM SORRY :(( Sometimes you don't though!! But usually you do!! Mostly, I hate feeling misunderstood. It's my horrible emo tendency, wreaking havoc upon the world! But I kinda like your mind. Just, uh, from a distance. Yes. Um. Sorry :(
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Date: 2005-10-19 04:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-19 05:02 am (UTC)JUST. YES TO EVERYTHING YOU SAID. HE IS PERFECT FOR RORY. I HAVEN'T EVEN MET THIS LOGAN GUY YET BUT EVERYTHING I HEAR ABOUT HIM MAKES ME HATE HIM. DEAN HAS NEVER EVER EVER BEEN RIGHT FOR HER AND LOGAN SEEMS LIKE A STUCK-UP RICH ASSHOLE, AND THEN THERE IS JESS, WHO TRIES SO HARD AND HE IS SO SMART AND HE CARES ABOUT PEOPLE AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO SHOW IT, AND OH GOD, IF HE COMES BACK AND RORY REALIZES SHE'S ALWAYS LOVED HIM, THEY WON'T BE GETTING INTO SOME CRAZY INCESTY THING WITH LORELEI AND LUKE BEING MARRIED, WILL THEY? BECAUSE, NO. WAH. OH JESS. :(( I HATE THAT MY FRIEND DAVE HATES HIM AND IS ALL >:0 JESS SUCKS EVERYTIME WE WATCH GG TOGETHER, BECAUSE IT IS JUST LIKE DRACO ON A BASIC LEVEL, YOU KNOW, AND I NEED HIM/THE WORLD TO UNDERSTAND WHY JESS IS NOT AN ASSHOLE AND IS THIS FABULOUS CHARACTER WITH SO MUCH POTENTIAL, AND WHY CANNOT EVERYONE SEE. :((((((
MY THURSDAY MIDTERM GOT MOVED TO TUESDAY AND I AM SO GRATEFUL. :((
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:07 am (UTC)GOD RORY/JESS = H/D OF GILMORE GIRLS. EXCEPT THAT WOULD BE LIKE, JESS/DEAN, WHICH IS NOT ACTUALLY GOOD AT ALL. YOU SHOULD WRITE A RORY/JESS SHIP MANIFESTO. WE SHOULD HAVE A FIC-ATHON.
I know Jess is away right now and after he came to see Rory and said come away with me to New York I want to be with you, and she said no (god, my heart broke), he went away and he is getting his life together and wants to show her that he's ready for this, that he loves her enough to make it work, and they are meant to be, wah. Please let it be so! Please let him come back!
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:31 am (UTC)YES YES I SAW THE FIRST, NO, 2ND EP OF THIS SEASON, I KNOW ABOUT THE RORY-LORELEI THING (GOD NO) AND ABOUT THE YACHT SORT OF, AND WTF RORY IS ON *ROAD CREW* (THOUGH EP SEEMED A GROSS MISREPRESENTATION OF THE PROBATION SYSTEM, I MUST SAY), AND WAAAAAAAAAAAH HOW CAN SHE BE ALL HATEFUL TO LORELEI. :(( THANK GOD FOR LUKE. POOR LORELEI. :((
and after he came to see Rory and said come away with me to New York I want to be with you, and she said no (god, my heart broke), he went away and he is getting his life together and wants to show her that he's ready for this, that he loves her enough to make it work
oh my god, are you serious??????? oh my god i am not there yet, he has not come to yale yet or gotten his life together yet, but god, he is totally getting there, and GOD HE NEEDS TO COME BACK. ARE THEY STILL DATING IN REAL LIFE? GOD I WANT THEM TO GET MARRIED. :((
God, Kara, we should totally put together a Rory/Jess ficathon. Except then I would have to write fic, and I really don't think I could write Jess' voice. I would love to try but it would scare me. We should do it anyway though. :((
Rory/Jess is totally the H/D of GG. Jess/Dean does not count because Dean is nothing like Harry, and has had none of the hardships and character development that Harry has had. God, Dean is just this stupid vapid simple guy and I HATE HIM. ESPECIALLY HIS STUPID SHAGGY CONSTRUCTION HAIR.
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:37 am (UTC)Yes, yes, he did come and say, "Come to New York with me, come on, let's just go, don't think, we'll just go away together," only I don't remember when! It is the most heartbreaking thing ever. I cannot wait for you to watch.
I think they are! I hope they are! I want them to get married too! Also, Rory/Jess would be amazing, but I too am intimidated by Jess! Um, perhaps we will try when I am done with midterms. And this hug-fic, so Reena does not kill me.
SOMETHING HAS TO HAPPEN TO MAKE RORY SEE AND HAVE A BIG RECONCILIATION AND IT IS JESS, IT MUST BE JESS. RIGHT?
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:48 am (UTC)oh my god. i was seriously heartbroken when he showed up in star's hollow again and he CHASED HER AROUND THE SQUARE ASLKFJSKDJFLDAJFKLA oh my god I was just crying and crying, and then he TOLD LUKE HE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER AND God. Jess. I seriously did not think Jess was going to be back on the show, I am so so so glad that he still is sort of. :(( Oh Jess. I will bawl my eyes out at season 5. AND GAH SHE HAS TO GO AND SLEEP WITH DEAN ASDFKJALSFJS I saw that episode. it is the only episode of the entire season that i saw (i think it was the finale?) and I was just so ssadjf;lkjdsad indescribably disappointed in Rory. :(
Jess is intimidating. But maybe he is less intimidating than the pairing i am writing now, and writing them is turning out to be really rewarding. If painstakingly slow.
I am going now. :-* Goodnight Amalin! ♥
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:49 am (UTC)