Man, I was a bit hasty yesterday - and was then really really ashamed. I usually just go around with a "hehe, fic!" attitude and try to keep away from meta much these days. Kinda rusty.
So I was kinda ashamed to click back on this link - am cowardly and silly. Besides, semester's starting up. argh...
But anyway, back to H/D. I do have the craving to read something that pushes them a bit more. Once the boys reach that inevitable "OMG I LOVE YOU" point, I feel tempted to close the fic, but get sucked into it anyway. And other points make it enjoyable... The little details that just stick with me. But I get the whole, "hey! I'm a romantic! Why am I pushed into the quandary of urging the boys to keep shoving?"
I want to read them happily ever after - or something under the surface - 'cause it reassures me that other people think it, but I can't write it 'cause they don't act that way. Even during the 'cute' period. hahaha.
sorry - this is a big incoherent babble - was up all night having a nightmare about drawing graphs and charts for godknowswhat I was supposed to do...
Wah! But I still like talking about this stuff, it's okay-- as long as we got any misunderstanding cleared up, it's sort of fun, isn't it :> ...Or maybe that's just me ^^;; You don't have to be afraid of me, at least, er, I don't bite or anything! Hee. I'm sorry about the semester starting-- I mean, sorry for myself & for you also :)) Man. Summer always ends just when you think there should be a week or two left. Always another week or to (sort of like another minute in the mornings...)
I'm totally with you on getting bored at the 'I love you' point-- the only times it works for me is when it's a friendship-based gennish fic, where the ILY is, y'know, platonic-- and yet charged, y'know. I dunno -why- I'm so addicted to platonic!H/D lurve, but I've always had a secret craving for it, even though omg, this is a hate/lust pairing~:)) But yes-- my overriding obsession all this time has been to see fics where it keeps being difficult-- 'cause that's like, the point >:D I've always been chagrined that H/D attracts the sort of people who sekritly want to write H/G, except with hawt boysecks... *sigh*
I want happily-ever-after except believable-- not just the idea, but the real deal. I'm demanding, I know :D But that's probably my function in H/D fandom at this point-- y'know, to spank it :))
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Date: 2005-08-24 03:15 pm (UTC)So I was kinda ashamed to click back on this link - am cowardly and silly. Besides, semester's starting up. argh...
But anyway, back to H/D. I do have the craving to read something that pushes them a bit more. Once the boys reach that inevitable "OMG I LOVE YOU" point, I feel tempted to close the fic, but get sucked into it anyway. And other points make it enjoyable... The little details that just stick with me. But I get the whole, "hey! I'm a romantic! Why am I pushed into the quandary of urging the boys to keep shoving?"
I want to read them happily ever after - or something under the surface - 'cause it reassures me that other people think it, but I can't write it 'cause they don't act that way. Even during the 'cute' period. hahaha.
sorry - this is a big incoherent babble - was up all night having a nightmare about drawing graphs and charts for godknowswhat I was supposed to do...
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Date: 2005-08-24 10:19 pm (UTC)I'm totally with you on getting bored at the 'I love you' point-- the only times it works for me is when it's a friendship-based gennish fic, where the ILY is, y'know, platonic-- and yet charged, y'know. I dunno -why- I'm so addicted to platonic!H/D lurve, but I've always had a secret craving for it, even though omg, this is a hate/lust pairing~:)) But yes-- my overriding obsession all this time has been to see fics where it keeps being difficult-- 'cause that's like, the point >:D I've always been chagrined that H/D attracts the sort of people who sekritly want to write H/G, except with hawt boysecks... *sigh*
I want happily-ever-after except believable-- not just the idea, but the real deal. I'm demanding, I know :D But that's probably my function in H/D fandom at this point-- y'know, to spank it :))