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reenkaHello, this is a fandom lj and I sort of... want to bite large pieces off HP fandom's head (were it to have any) at the moment, sooo...
It's meme-time! Blame Aja.
I AM: too easily satisfied. For instance, I am currently happy 'cause I'm drinking Coke and not walking anymore. Mmm, Coke.
I WANT: a tablet. a trip to England. to finish my longfic. a zillion trillion things.
I HAVE: a Coke? a new mousepad. Also! ALSO!! Volumes 3-12 of Legend of Basara. SCORE!
I WISH: I knew what I was doing. Like... ever. Also, that I could leech wireless again and just download loads of manga in two seconds. Yes, I am a simple person.
I HATE: stupid irrational arguments seemingly tailored to make me grind my teeth.
I MISS: nearly everything after it's gone.
I FEAR: I'll never actually finish my longfics. That would haunt me forever, seriously.
I HEAR: pretty silent, actually, sorta the way I like it more than half the time.
I SEARCH: for motivation, and for that sudden opportunity that'll just make everything in my life make sense and stay that way. I mean, that happens to people, right. Of course it does.
I WONDER: if I ever actually make sense or if people just know certain things already and will never know others.
I REGRET: wasting my time on stupid internet stuff when I could've been spending time with people who're not psychotic assholes. Uh... this doesn't apply to anyone reading this, btw :))
I LOVE: my friends. I mean it. Loooooooooove <33333333
I ACHE: anytime I listen to the news too much. AAAH, TAKE IT AWAY, TAKE IT AWAAAAAY.
I ALWAYS: think tomorrow, things'll be different.
I AM NOT: elitist. Er. I think.
I DANCE: whenever the beat's too strong to resist. Like a maniac.
I SING: rather softly, and nearly never if anyone's around. But I really love it.
I CRY: normally only in sympathy or awe.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: patient with people. to say the least.
I WRITE: like some people breathe.
I CONFUSE: everyone on the frikkin' planet, I swear. AAARGH.
I NEED: discipline. So everyone says.
I SHOULD: be doing a trillion million other things, but... this is normal, so eh.
x. three things you are often complimented for: my writing, my sense of humor, my intelligence
x. you get embarrassed when: people look at me funny. Seriously, it takes next to nothing.
x. makes you happy: a zillion things-- Coke. Comicbook stores. Manga. Old buildings. Ivy growing on things. Sunshine. Ranting (see below).
x. upsets you: a zillion things-- people being idiots, stupid bad weather, people misunderstanding me, when stories really suck (and especially if they're popular), outdated systems of thought, misogyny, prejudice, fundamentalists, pushy people who bug me (this applies to most of humanity, btw), noise (I... hate noise... a lot), ugly things, yelling (this goes under noise, but I just... really hate human noise more than... other noise), muggy weather, stupidity, more stupidity, also stupidity.... Most mundane things... like having to wash dishes or whatever. People who obsess over mundane things and then bug me.... Obsessive cleaning in my presence (just let me leave)....
x. you keep a diary: but never about my "real life". I kind of... just don't think that way.
x. you like to cook: anything, once I start. It's starting that's the problem.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: hahah, I'd say details of my sexual preferences, but I actually post my fanfics publically, ahahahahahah.... um.
x. you're in love: nope. THANKFULLY.
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: hahahahaah. no.
x. you bite your fingernails: less than I used to.
x. you believe in love: and magic.
the person that knows the most about you: me :D Also Stephen and my mom.
your most overused phrase on IM: huh. I don't IM much anymore.
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: always different?? nothing in particular. That's so overly romantic, I swear to god. I'm not that constant, anyway.
your best feature: I have no idea. People haven't complimented me on my looks since I was a child.
inside joke: they really make me groan.
take a shower everyday: when it's hot, most especially.
have a(any) crush(es): sorta? I used to but now it's mostly 'meh'. Again, thank god.
think you know you've been in love: sometimes I sort of doubt, but then I know I was. I mean, I better have been, ahahahaha.
want to get married: yeah. And have children. And a big house. And a garden. Never would've guessed, huh?? :D
have any tattoos/where?: nope.
piercing/where?: used to, in my ears.
get motion sickness: in cars, tons. I love trains, though.
think you're a health freak: not even close. not even a little. not even a tiny bit.
get along with your parents: really really REALLY well. Except when me & my mom drive each other insane, but that's normal.
thunderstorms: are one of those happy-making toe-curling yummy facts of life. Which I like a lot. Heh.
SIGN: Cancer, Aries rising, Aquarius moon. Yeah, I think it's cool :))
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: very dark brown. Looks like black, but I mostly say that 'cause I hate the idea of having brown hair.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: don't color...
EYE COLOR: dark brown...
BIRTHPLACE: Moscow.
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 3 or 7.
COLOR: dark green, dark red, silver, dark blue... I can't choose, I REALLY love colors.
DAY: Friday.
MONTH: March, April, May, October.
SONG: "These Dreams"
FOOD: fluctuate between worshipping sushi, chocolate, Earl Grey tea or raspberries, mostly depending on what I'm closest to.
SEASON: spring makes me happy. fall makes me sad, winter makes me mad, summer gets me hot.
SPORT: swimming to do, figure skating to watch.
DRINK: COKE, HELLO. also tea.
VEGGIE: tomato <3<3<3 or is that a fruit. Man.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: neither. depends on my mood, but eh.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark <3<3<3<3 semi-bitter.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: vanilla in ice-cream, chocolate in everything else.
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED?: ahahah. no.
HELPED SOMEONE?: no.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yes.
GOTTEN SICK?: my stomach, a little.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope. I really loved Sky High & really really wanna finish that fic for Amalin :D :D :D :D
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: I don't think so.
TALKED TO AN EX?: yeah, actually.
MISSED AN EX?: no. HAH.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: nope.
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: no.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes.
MISSED SOMEONE?: no.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: hahahah... man, I dunno, with my mom it's always somewhat tense when she gets on my case, but this visit was pretty relaxed.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: nope.
name 3 bands you listen to:
1. The Doves
2. Sigur Ros
3. Pink Floyd
name 5 things you can't stand:
1. weepy ukes (or girls in fics) who just need their man to fix things :(( You know like when they're small and short and annoying and... then they get their (cold, ice-princey, cruel yet somehow hot as coals) man. I'm not sure whether to mention `No Money' or uke!Harry here. Bottom Harry is fine, I guess, but why do ukes have to be morons?? I kind of don't get this. At all.
2. super-smooth ice-prince!Draco. (DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE... yeah, I guess I don't like 'im.) I just want a fic where he dies a slow, painful death, and he could've been saved if he'd snarked in a -funny- way just -once-, but he just. Couldn't. Yes. That's how he should die.
3. people who take themselves too seriously.
4. not being able to express what I mean very well.
5. being stuck as who I am, where I am, and how I am.
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug?: if I had to or was dared to.
2. Bungee jump?: sounds fun in a masochistic adrenaline-junkie sort of way.
3. Hang glide?: heeeee!!!! would love to.
4. Kill someone?: if they threatened my child and/or accidentally in self-defense. I could see myself becoming vigilante under very, very extreme circumstances, but I'd totally stop when it came push to shove.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love?: almost.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex?: I WISH :(( LIFE SO SAD :((
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex?: :((
8. Parachute from a plane? definitely, though I'd want to work up to it.
9. Walk on hot coals: if I had to?? or was dared to by someone I couldn't resist.
10. Go out with someone for their looks?: hahaha, yeah, I'm pretty shallow.
11. For their reputation?: hell no. unless it was 'omg, smartest, most intense-yet-quiet-yet-lewd guy EVER'. but who has a rep like that??
12. Be a vegetarian?: no way in hell. Am nearly carnivore. Well, I would if there was like... no other way, but that'd be such a huge sacrifice that it had -better- mean I'm saving babies or something.
13. Wear plaid with stripes?: haha, I don't really care how I look, usually.
14. IM a stranger: if I had to. sort of like walking on coals :))
15. Sing karaoke?: am shy :/ If I was drunk, then?
16. Get drunk off your ass?: I don't wanna, would fall over after a single shot anyway, probably.
17. Shoplift?: I have, several times :P AM DELINQUENT.
18. Run a red light?: probably.
19. Star in a porn video?: how much do you wanna pay me? haha.
20. Dye your hair blue?: yep.
21. Be on Survivor?: I dunno, that sounds both hard -and- boring, so :/
22. Wear makeup in public?: am shy, but probably if I had to.
23. NOT wear makeup in public?: yes? er?
24. Cheat on a test?: if it's a test I don't care about the subject of and would yet have difficulty with... in other words, I cheated easily when I was young and apathetic, but usually am too good to bother.
25. Make someone cry?: ha.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker?: the question is, would I call -anyone- that? Well, I did say I might kill a person, but I dunno, math teacher??? I wouldn't call any teacher names. Am teacher's pet. And I guess I respect 'em even if I don't like 'em.
27. Kick a baby?: er.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you?: I guess, but they better be hot ;D
29. Cuss out a priest?: not my style.
30. Take a job as a janitor?: do I HAVE to? *whine*
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? if I lost weight.
32. Stay up all through the night?: no biggie.
33. Drink straight espresso?: just a bit bitter..... heh.
It's meme-time! Blame Aja.
I AM: too easily satisfied. For instance, I am currently happy 'cause I'm drinking Coke and not walking anymore. Mmm, Coke.
I WANT: a tablet. a trip to England. to finish my longfic. a zillion trillion things.
I HAVE: a Coke? a new mousepad. Also! ALSO!! Volumes 3-12 of Legend of Basara. SCORE!
I WISH: I knew what I was doing. Like... ever. Also, that I could leech wireless again and just download loads of manga in two seconds. Yes, I am a simple person.
I HATE: stupid irrational arguments seemingly tailored to make me grind my teeth.
I MISS: nearly everything after it's gone.
I FEAR: I'll never actually finish my longfics. That would haunt me forever, seriously.
I HEAR: pretty silent, actually, sorta the way I like it more than half the time.
I SEARCH: for motivation, and for that sudden opportunity that'll just make everything in my life make sense and stay that way. I mean, that happens to people, right. Of course it does.
I WONDER: if I ever actually make sense or if people just know certain things already and will never know others.
I REGRET: wasting my time on stupid internet stuff when I could've been spending time with people who're not psychotic assholes. Uh... this doesn't apply to anyone reading this, btw :))
I LOVE: my friends. I mean it. Loooooooooove <33333333
I ACHE: anytime I listen to the news too much. AAAH, TAKE IT AWAY, TAKE IT AWAAAAAY.
I ALWAYS: think tomorrow, things'll be different.
I AM NOT: elitist. Er. I think.
I DANCE: whenever the beat's too strong to resist. Like a maniac.
I SING: rather softly, and nearly never if anyone's around. But I really love it.
I CRY: normally only in sympathy or awe.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: patient with people. to say the least.
I WRITE: like some people breathe.
I CONFUSE: everyone on the frikkin' planet, I swear. AAARGH.
I NEED: discipline. So everyone says.
I SHOULD: be doing a trillion million other things, but... this is normal, so eh.
x. three things you are often complimented for: my writing, my sense of humor, my intelligence
x. you get embarrassed when: people look at me funny. Seriously, it takes next to nothing.
x. makes you happy: a zillion things-- Coke. Comicbook stores. Manga. Old buildings. Ivy growing on things. Sunshine. Ranting (see below).
x. upsets you: a zillion things-- people being idiots, stupid bad weather, people misunderstanding me, when stories really suck (and especially if they're popular), outdated systems of thought, misogyny, prejudice, fundamentalists, pushy people who bug me (this applies to most of humanity, btw), noise (I... hate noise... a lot), ugly things, yelling (this goes under noise, but I just... really hate human noise more than... other noise), muggy weather, stupidity, more stupidity, also stupidity.... Most mundane things... like having to wash dishes or whatever. People who obsess over mundane things and then bug me.... Obsessive cleaning in my presence (just let me leave)....
x. you keep a diary: but never about my "real life". I kind of... just don't think that way.
x. you like to cook: anything, once I start. It's starting that's the problem.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: hahah, I'd say details of my sexual preferences, but I actually post my fanfics publically, ahahahahahah.... um.
x. you're in love: nope. THANKFULLY.
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: hahahahaah. no.
x. you bite your fingernails: less than I used to.
x. you believe in love: and magic.
the person that knows the most about you: me :D Also Stephen and my mom.
your most overused phrase on IM: huh. I don't IM much anymore.
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: always different?? nothing in particular. That's so overly romantic, I swear to god. I'm not that constant, anyway.
your best feature: I have no idea. People haven't complimented me on my looks since I was a child.
inside joke: they really make me groan.
take a shower everyday: when it's hot, most especially.
have a(any) crush(es): sorta? I used to but now it's mostly 'meh'. Again, thank god.
think you know you've been in love: sometimes I sort of doubt, but then I know I was. I mean, I better have been, ahahahaha.
want to get married: yeah. And have children. And a big house. And a garden. Never would've guessed, huh?? :D
have any tattoos/where?: nope.
piercing/where?: used to, in my ears.
get motion sickness: in cars, tons. I love trains, though.
think you're a health freak: not even close. not even a little. not even a tiny bit.
get along with your parents: really really REALLY well. Except when me & my mom drive each other insane, but that's normal.
thunderstorms: are one of those happy-making toe-curling yummy facts of life. Which I like a lot. Heh.
SIGN: Cancer, Aries rising, Aquarius moon. Yeah, I think it's cool :))
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: very dark brown. Looks like black, but I mostly say that 'cause I hate the idea of having brown hair.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: don't color...
EYE COLOR: dark brown...
BIRTHPLACE: Moscow.
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 3 or 7.
COLOR: dark green, dark red, silver, dark blue... I can't choose, I REALLY love colors.
DAY: Friday.
MONTH: March, April, May, October.
SONG: "These Dreams"
FOOD: fluctuate between worshipping sushi, chocolate, Earl Grey tea or raspberries, mostly depending on what I'm closest to.
SEASON: spring makes me happy. fall makes me sad, winter makes me mad, summer gets me hot.
SPORT: swimming to do, figure skating to watch.
DRINK: COKE, HELLO. also tea.
VEGGIE: tomato <3<3<3 or is that a fruit. Man.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: neither. depends on my mood, but eh.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark <3<3<3<3 semi-bitter.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: vanilla in ice-cream, chocolate in everything else.
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED?: ahahah. no.
HELPED SOMEONE?: no.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yes.
GOTTEN SICK?: my stomach, a little.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope. I really loved Sky High & really really wanna finish that fic for Amalin :D :D :D :D
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: I don't think so.
TALKED TO AN EX?: yeah, actually.
MISSED AN EX?: no. HAH.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: nope.
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: no.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes.
MISSED SOMEONE?: no.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: hahahah... man, I dunno, with my mom it's always somewhat tense when she gets on my case, but this visit was pretty relaxed.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: nope.
name 3 bands you listen to:
1. The Doves
2. Sigur Ros
3. Pink Floyd
name 5 things you can't stand:
1. weepy ukes (or girls in fics) who just need their man to fix things :(( You know like when they're small and short and annoying and... then they get their (cold, ice-princey, cruel yet somehow hot as coals) man. I'm not sure whether to mention `No Money' or uke!Harry here. Bottom Harry is fine, I guess, but why do ukes have to be morons?? I kind of don't get this. At all.
2. super-smooth ice-prince!Draco. (DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE... yeah, I guess I don't like 'im.) I just want a fic where he dies a slow, painful death, and he could've been saved if he'd snarked in a -funny- way just -once-, but he just. Couldn't. Yes. That's how he should die.
3. people who take themselves too seriously.
4. not being able to express what I mean very well.
5. being stuck as who I am, where I am, and how I am.
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug?: if I had to or was dared to.
2. Bungee jump?: sounds fun in a masochistic adrenaline-junkie sort of way.
3. Hang glide?: heeeee!!!! would love to.
4. Kill someone?: if they threatened my child and/or accidentally in self-defense. I could see myself becoming vigilante under very, very extreme circumstances, but I'd totally stop when it came push to shove.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love?: almost.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex?: I WISH :(( LIFE SO SAD :((
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex?: :((
8. Parachute from a plane? definitely, though I'd want to work up to it.
9. Walk on hot coals: if I had to?? or was dared to by someone I couldn't resist.
10. Go out with someone for their looks?: hahaha, yeah, I'm pretty shallow.
11. For their reputation?: hell no. unless it was 'omg, smartest, most intense-yet-quiet-yet-lewd guy EVER'. but who has a rep like that??
12. Be a vegetarian?: no way in hell. Am nearly carnivore. Well, I would if there was like... no other way, but that'd be such a huge sacrifice that it had -better- mean I'm saving babies or something.
13. Wear plaid with stripes?: haha, I don't really care how I look, usually.
14. IM a stranger: if I had to. sort of like walking on coals :))
15. Sing karaoke?: am shy :/ If I was drunk, then?
16. Get drunk off your ass?: I don't wanna, would fall over after a single shot anyway, probably.
17. Shoplift?: I have, several times :P AM DELINQUENT.
18. Run a red light?: probably.
19. Star in a porn video?: how much do you wanna pay me? haha.
20. Dye your hair blue?: yep.
21. Be on Survivor?: I dunno, that sounds both hard -and- boring, so :/
22. Wear makeup in public?: am shy, but probably if I had to.
23. NOT wear makeup in public?: yes? er?
24. Cheat on a test?: if it's a test I don't care about the subject of and would yet have difficulty with... in other words, I cheated easily when I was young and apathetic, but usually am too good to bother.
25. Make someone cry?: ha.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker?: the question is, would I call -anyone- that? Well, I did say I might kill a person, but I dunno, math teacher??? I wouldn't call any teacher names. Am teacher's pet. And I guess I respect 'em even if I don't like 'em.
27. Kick a baby?: er.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you?: I guess, but they better be hot ;D
29. Cuss out a priest?: not my style.
30. Take a job as a janitor?: do I HAVE to? *whine*
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? if I lost weight.
32. Stay up all through the night?: no biggie.
33. Drink straight espresso?: just a bit bitter..... heh.
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Date: 2005-08-16 07:38 am (UTC)my ol' insomnia again... am going to bed now, I swear!!!
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Date: 2005-08-16 07:40 am (UTC)*stops spamming Reena*