(.....sorry about this)

[reenka]

...There's something so beautiful about lurking in fandom, but especially lurking in yaoi manga/anime fandom, man. Maybe it's just that I get so excited about it and the love is so pure. Wah!! It's so liberating to just love the pretty boys and squee madly if one sort of looks funny at the other and be like, THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT, OMG.

*sigh* I love being shallow. It's beautiful, gorgeous thing, I swear. It sucks ass to think too much about fandom stuff, because like, while it's fun to analyze (otherwise I wouldn't), it's still distressing to nitpick and know when something's wrong with a story or a picture or what have you. Blissful ignorance, how I've missed you!!

...No, I can't come up with anything of substance for the life of me. Porn, porn, porn... it is my life. Well, the_leaky & like, Sukisho (omg, a new yaoi anime!! yegads, my life is complete!!). Also, I'd always claimed I don't read manga, but as always when I claim something (like, SHOOT ME IF I EVER READ HARRY POTTER) `Color' got me hooked like a bass. Yes, my mouth hanging open and everything, wheeee!!

Comments

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

you must be one of those people who checks their actual posts to see if someone's replied instead of checking email :))
<3

...i figured you'd know about gmail since i sent you mail from there in like, july :>

[ishuca.livejournal.com]

yes, i am. i don't like lj clogging up my inbox. makes me twitchy.

and if you sent it to my kaerichi.net account it is now dead. everything there is dead. damnit. >_>

have responded.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

...i guess that explains why you never replied though i was quite er... i dunno how to call it... wobbly and/or mushy in it? :)) i could resend it somewhere if you want me to...? :>

[ishuca.livejournal.com]

*cries*

send it! um, but to my roguemail address. *beats head into wall*

the thing is, i had been having massive email problems with pinchpenny/kaerichi since their initial server failure last spring, where emails would never get through to me and i'd never know until someone said something!

>__________________________

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

it is a good thing i trust you pretty much fully or i'd probably have been more upset than i was :> (in that WOE SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE sort of way... er...) as it was, i was like, 'well, she's busy... really... busy...' :>
...ishuca@roguemail.com....? just to be sure this time :))
*hugs!*

[ishuca.livejournal.com]

nope! this one's my old, old backup email, before all things 'ishuca.'

erianth@roguemail.net

*hugs back*

(fricking pinchpenny, hope netrillium is better)

um, and do you have any idea about a yea or a nay for the visit?

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

yea! hee i'm, as usual, trying to do 283 things at once and failing to really finish any of them, including reply to comments fast enough :"> :D :D

[ishuca.livejournal.com]

yay!

and yeah, this might be a good break from the 283 things you have to do. ^~

last question, and then i'm off to bed: will you be coming in today (sunday) or monday?

pros for today: more time together.
cons: the apartment will be a bit messy; i will be tired after work and might need poking to stay awake.

pros for monday: time to clean the apartment; not tired and no need for poking.
cons: less time together.

i truly can't decide between the two. to be honest, it would be -smarter- to have you come monday, but i want to see you ASAP. it's taken too long already. um. so.

you decide! ^^;

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

it's been saturday??!??!
um........ i knew that. no, really.
except i was assuming it was friday and was like, 'okay i can be ready the day after tomorrow!'


....monday morning, then?
...er~:) not that messy apartments bother me, it's more that i'm just that slow >< :> and! we er... do live close, y'know. it's really... a bit ridiculous that it's taken this long :)) it doesn't need to always take this long, i mean >:D

[ishuca.livejournal.com]

monday morning it is!

just email me or post on my journal entry to you when i should expect you, and i will be waiting for you.

and, honestly, that works out best. because now mitchan and i can clean. which this place needs. heheheh. ^^;

*hugs*

'course it doesn't. we just need to get this first visit out of the way, and then let's see how often we end up seeing each other. ^~

ok. going to sleep now, since it's been a long several days at work. *hugs good night*