~~salt and desire: an ending ficlet.

::dies:: ~~ theirloveissopouty..!

i am -telling you-, they mean it, they are out to play with our minds...! *shoots evil looks at warner bros*

*fangirly cackles* those leather gloves will so be my undoing. gack. cut-off finger gloves...!!
must....write.... sexy!glove....smut! smut! smut! *chants*

er.
all those other hp `ships. they don't have what we have-- ie, lotsa eeeeevil pictures. i -swear- it's like, has there ever been another instance of pop-culture pretty-boy slash subtext this obvious and thrown in one's face??! no...! gah. *waves JSA flag frantically*
why oh why must underage wizards in quidditch gear be so bloody HOT??! it's.... guh. uncomfortable.
ahem. ok.

here 'tis. last part of the ficlet that is no longer teeny-tiny. even if no one cares, it's ok, because i'm doing this for LURVE, baby, pure lurve. those two deserve ....mmm.... endless sonnets and arias and ...mm..... well, i suppose just aja & ashura's fic from yesterday would do in a pinch. ahem. *worships ending, again*


this is ( `salt and desire', being part 3 of the `lost and found' ficlets. because aja made me think of draco's tears yesterday, and now i can't get the bloody image out of my mind, dammit. horribly, horribly OOC, well, by my standards, but i wanted to write it anyway, so there. )

you know, this was going to be smut. *cries*
why does nothing ever work out as planned??
and why, oh why am i so sappy??!!

P.S. ~~ i just almost cried when i read here that this person `ships spock/mccoy. *laughs* i'm such a DORK. *pulls face*

~~because fic-reccing is second-nature

just when i thought i'd seen most things that can be done with in-character draco.... i find out i'm wrong. this is amazing & believable & it just really, really captures my imagination. yes. this basic question that's bound to pose itself to draco-- the question of control-- the question of empathy (whether or not he has it, or wants it, or believes in it)-- yes. i can definitely see him becoming obsessed with numbers & the Name of god, and destiny. yes, this is the most believable path to what some would call evil!draco, and it's the first time i've seen it looked into.

yes, in order to become Dark, draco would have to become Aware, aware of what and who he is, aware of his stand on things. i refuse to believe it would be "just because he's a malfoy" or "just because he grew up like that". that's a cop-out, that's not a draco i'm interested in. yes, he has to -want- the power, he has to understand what he's doing. you wouldn't think ``the desert god" would fit in the potterverse, or in hogwarts, but-- it totally, totally works. wow.

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P.S. ~~yeay for hackthis & embarrassing schoolboy semi-fluff...! *waves semi-fluff banner & sticks out tongue at the angst people*

( so, here i go, essaying about my take on angst in fanfic, wherein inevitably, i bring up dostoyevsky, wagner, and some greek myths to help me along. damn me and my english major tendencies. )

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a tom/mountain slash fic...! *swoons* yes, i have the strangest sense of romance, but thankfully, i'm not alone...! aww. tom. *huggles tom* damn you, why are you evil. if you weren't evil i could almost like you ><;