*spazzes*

[reenka]

GAAH!! I AM COMPLETELY UNABLE TO TYPE IN ANYTHING BUT CAPS RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE THESS IS BACK!!!1!11 >:O *CRIES!!1*

I WAS WRITING THIS SNAPE/DRACO BECAUSE WELL, IT SORT OF SENT ME FOR A LOOP AND WHAT DID IT MATTER, AND. OKAY. Um... nowifeelallguilty... I'll prolly finish it today, but. In honor of Thess' return, maybe I shouldn't post it? :-?

Um. I was... sorta enjoying it; I've never written Snape pov before. Gah. And. Who cares, of course. I think S. might like it, but that'd be about it, right. And. THESS IS BACK!! I FEEL LIKE WRITING H/D SMUT RIGHT NOW!!!1!!11 >:O

*wibbles madly*

And! kitsune13! Hee!

Happy Birthday, Catja!! <3333333!

Ask and you shall receive, man. Latelatelate, but then I'm always late -.-
But ♥ anyway :D :D :D
~~

On a completely different note, I just. I. Libertine updated Draco for `In Dialogia' (!!!), which is actually possibly my favorite piece of H/D ever ever and. I don't know how to feel, and. He's still so beautiful and perfect it hurts me, and the love is still there, right there with the bile and the need and the sheer mean. Um. Yeah. I think I still have a crush on Dialogia!Draco, actually. *sighs* I dunno why anyone makes Draco nice, because, I mean, just how un-sexy is that? In fiction, I mean. In fiction -.- [This was me reading the last bit of `In Dialogia' half asleep, which is clearly not a good idea, btw.]

Also: spontaneous orgasm (!!!!! >:O !!!). aome mentioned there were `real life' H/D pics on the HpArt y!group and I went to look, of course, and. HOLY BROOMSTICKS, BATMAN!!1 I... I can't breathe. Seriously. My hotness meter has exploded and now I'm like... a mess of gooey substance and squee. If there is only one truth in the universe, that truth is that Harry & Draco Are Hot. Siiiiiiiigh. And this!! *cries* And this! ... Just. No words. No words. (except OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!)

Okay, better now. Maybe o_0

Comments

[lasultrix.livejournal.com]

Lib updated In Dialogia? Lib whose poetry I fucking adore and worship? EEEEEEK!

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

I know! I just about spazzed completely! I mean! I thought it was never going to happen! I mean! What are the -odds-, but!!

HEEEEEEEE!! :D :D :D :D

*does the dance of happyhappyjoyjoy again* :D :D

[kitsune13.livejournal.com]

Thank you, sweetheart! <33333333333333333333333333333!!!!

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

do you waaaaant me to write something?
i mean... i've "done" ron/ginny now, so there's all this... virgin territory & all that. heh. though i'm stopped by utter conviction of my inability to write non-central characters ><;;
(okay, basically the twins).
but. like. yes. i waaaant to write you something, i'm just. in a weird mental place where all that's come to me for days is this snape/draco o_0

<33333333333333!! :D :D

[kitsune13.livejournal.com]

Dude! Of course you don't have to! Anything you write is a treat, but if you're not inspired, you're not inspired. The Ron/Ginny was delicious btw. :D I'm just thrilled that you're my friend, sweetie. <333333333

[allectofromlj]

psst! I like Snapefic too. So that makes more than one person. =)

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

heee! thanks!
i'd post it even if -no one- read it just 'cause you know... tradition. though it's great to have a "small and intimate" audience, hee :D :D
i mean, i wouldn't if thess asked me not to (she did want to see all-h/d-all-the-time), but other than that. heee. i'm having too much fun with it. ahahaha it's also porn, btw :D :D :D

um. yeah. was skimming your website and stumbled upon the `princess bride' parody (which i also skimmed, 'cause, y'know, writing-- and also, um, het), but. it was just deliriously brilliant. i adore the princess bride and OMG HARRY & DRACO FIGHTING AND SWORDS AND GINNY OMG. *dead from the very idea*
were i more of a het person, i would forever worship you, you must know that. as it is, i just deeply admire your awesome skillz :D :D

and also. heeeee draco/ginny as wesley/buttercup cracks me the hell up >:D

[allectofromlj]

oh, thank you so much! It pretty much cracked me up too--basically, I started from the image of Hermione chasing Ron around yelling "Voldemort!", and then thought, "heh, wouldn't it be funny if I really did... and no one *wanted* to... and..." and the next thing I knew Draco was dressed in all black and fencing with Harry, and omg the hotness of that. And while I do read (and, obviously, write) het, I hate hate hate stories where Draco and Ginny are just soulmates who all of a sudden are obsessed with each other and have a grand Romeo & Juliet style romance with no explanation of change of heart/behaviour, no *reason* for Draco to suddenly dump the indoctrination of a lifetime, or Ginny, for that matter, though usually it is Draco who "turns good" for Gin, not that anyone believes it of him, or they do, with no explanation for that, either... (I have a sneaking desire to write a horrifically bad Draco/Ginny where Ginny just decides one day that the Order of the Phoenix is stupid and purebloods are better because, hello? Draco's way prettier than Harry, and Harry looks at her with wide, sad green eyes and says, "But Ginny, I know you're not EVIL, he must have DONE something to you. It's imperio, isn't it, nod if it's imperio?" and Ginny says "no, it's that you're a prat. Plus, Draco's rich." and so on.)

See, my big problem is that I absolutely adore H/D, but I'm bollocks at writing them. Harry always wants to flounce around hating on Slytherins, which just sets Draco's back up, and anyway, why should Draco have to change for Harry? Why shouldn't Harry have to change for *him*, and be the one to give up his friends and lifestyle and such? Draco Malfoy should never have to be deprived of anything! To which Harry wants to say, "but my friends like me," and Draco responds that his friends make better minions, because they do what they're told, and Harry calls Draco an idiot and Draco calls Harry a mudblood-lover and then they hate each other forever and ever and never get to the hot sex bit...

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

*giggles* see, see, but the sheer brilliance of h/d is that neither of them have to change for each other (badfic aside)-- all they have to do is -understand- each other. my favorite h/d is where they let each other be themselves-- where they inspire each other to really -be- themselves. it's not about draco changing -for- harry-- it's about draco wanting to let go of the things that aren't his idea and discover what he -does- want, just him, not his father or his house or the people he looks up to. i believe that changing -for- people never works, and is kind of a doomed idea-- but people can change if they're motivated to, if there are the right circumstances. and those circumstances aren't so much being with someone as feeling the possibilities open up, maybe.

also, eheheheh you don't need them to stop arguing for them to get to the hot sex, man. heheheh, or haven't you been reading the right (pr0n) fics? hee. ie, the tried-and-true "I HATE YOU, FUCK YOU, OH MY GOD I WANT TO FUCK YOU". mmmm, angry sex :D :D :D

i totally know the problem (harry is single-minded and unreasonable and stubborn just as draco is), but i don't think the whole reasonable deal is for them, anyway. i think it's a pairing that doesn't make sense but that's the beauty of it-- that impossible crazy things can happen and make sense later (maybe). i mean... a few years down the road (maybe) they'd finally start dealing with this stuff, but to start with? it has to be all about the snark & the ust & the insane crazy lust & the anger expressing itself as arousal. sublimated chemistry, unlikely fits of rapport & rampant misunderstandings, etcetc. what grand romance is made of, no? like, all those Grand Epics have to go through the -whole- long novel before anyone changes (well, like say, `Jane Eyre', you know). And sometimes you can have an unhappy ending, too, like `Great Expectations' or something (though I hate that book), where nothing's fulfilled and everyone's hurt and supposedly learns from the folly of one's youth. Except there's TEH HOT PR0N (unlike with Dickens, eheheh).

Um. sorry, have automatic `ramble 'bout H/D' button somewhere in my head, apparently -.-
Totally haven't read any D/G as it's gotta be my least favorite semi-popular HP het pairing (after than H/Hr which really annoys me too, in fanon anyway). I've tried writing D/G twice, with mixed results-- one was just a random "Ginny seduces Draco to get a hair sample so she can polyjuice and kill Harry" (um... yeah), and another was a never-released beginning of a fic where she was all Ophelia-like (pre-OoTP, man!!) and Draco was keeping a diary (OMG I AM SO LAME) and um. they talked? i totally didn't know where to go with that, because, you know, of course that Draco was in love with Harry too (he always is) and. he kind of didn't see what the hell The Weasley wanted with him, and she didn't really know either. so that didn't work out -.-
So yeah, I couldn't figure out a reason for them to talk past the first couple of snark-bites, and it died. I do think it's more possible/feasible for me than D/Hr (save me now), but that doesn't mean I can write it (I know all about not being able to write things you enjoy thinking of sometimes, since I don't think -I've- written any "successful" H/D either-- I keep cheating somehow eheheh).

The thing that appealed to me about the `princess bride' fic was that i could overcome the ickiness of the D/G by seeing it through this new lens, where they were, you know, actually cool (and ginny was possessed by the spirit of buttercup). the whole concept reminds me of DS!D/G, ahahah what with the swords & the coolness. it's somewhat of a typical snarky-romance het pairing, i dunno why i don't have more affection for it. Like, you know, Buffy/Spike except... er... not. man, i ramble -.-

[allectofromlj]

re H/D: no, you're absolutely right, and at some point I do need to try writing that abusive relationship H/D or at least one where they hate hate hate and then they're fucking and still hating and then they're just fucking and then, wait, whoa, hey, is there something *more* than fucking going on? but there can't be! because Harry hates Draco, he does, he always has, right? right? and Draco thinks Harry's an annoying twat, of course? and Ron is all "I'm not listening la la la you belong with Ginny nevermind that she's marrying Dean la la la la Mary had a little lamb la la" and Hermione rolls her eyes a lot and calls them idiots and flounces off to have sex with someone with a brain.

Or, you know. the twins.

re D/G: they're absolutely better snarking, but then I feel almost any pairing is improved by witty repartee, so maybe I'm just biased. And Buffy/Spike, as much as I loved them, did make a better friendship than relationship, at least in so far as Buffy was using him horribly, and knew it, and was able to finally step away and say she was being unfair to him. And omg, now I'm picturing some story where Ginny and Harry loved each other but couldn't be together! because Harry had to fight evil, and if he was all wrapped up in Ginny he was vulnerable, and Voldemort could invade his mind and turn him into evil as well, so he had to stay pure! and good! and maybe get sent to hell by Ginny to save the world, and then she and Draco had a long slow build up with lots of snark and hate-fucking and then an attempted rape and then Draco went off and turned good and crazy, because of course you have to be crazy if you were evil and then change your mind, evil is soooo much sexier than good, but then! Ginny wants to help him! and they build a friendship even though he wants more, and then there's a final big thing, and Harry comes back from... um... London... with an amulet, but Ginny gives it to Draco and then he dies and she goes off to find out who she is, and then the amulet gets given back to Harry (who has agreed to take over the Death Eater organization, and is attempting to use them to do good, along with Ron and Hermione and company, except of course that the DEs keep sneaking evil in there anyway) and Draco comes back! and spends eternity pestering Harry...

only I think that story's already been done. ;-)

all of which is a really long way of saying I like the Buffy/Spike comparison.

I do like D/G a lot (although my favorite het pairing, excuse me while I hang my head in shame, is probably Snape/Hermione) but only the good stories, and sadly there are very few of those. Most D/G makes me run in terror, screaming. Whereas, oddly, I can read tons of badly-written H/D. Perhaps my love of slashy!Draco is stronger than my love of Draco in general...

and this is a very long comment, so I'm going to shut up now.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

There's something horrifically tempting about writing Bad Het. heheheh i think it's the years of indoctrinations rearing their ugly head ;))
It's totally -easier- and like, one's not as -invested- in it so it just pops out and tralalalal funfun & camp! so yeay!
I can see how Buffy & Spike were better off friends, but. *weeps!* i hate the very idea of being "better off friends" especially when two people are SO RIDICULOUSLY HOT together (omg, i will never get over `wrecked' never-ever-ever-ever). also. AHAHAHAH HARRY AS ANGEL THAT MAKES THE AWFUL MOVE OF SOULED-STUPID!SPIKE TO LA ALL BETTER NOW <3! thank you :D :D :D :D
(except omg IF ONLY angel was a -quarter-, a tenth, a tiny little bit nearly as cool as harry.... *weeps*) but still, i adore it 'cause, you know, this way it's a happy ending, ahahah. and of course draco/ginny is -just a fling- (even though omg! b/s = mfeo!!) um. except warren/andrew has recently become my buffy otp -.- ahahaha because it simply doesn't -get- any more meant-to-be than warren/andrew. *sighs girlishly*

i don't think it was hate-fucking, though. like. she so wanted him. i mean, it was -violent- but it was just -anger-, not hate, i think. which is different. *clings to old OTP*
i know i ship 'em against all reason and healthiness, but that's how i usually am. i think maybe buffy can't -handle- a relationship right now (and maybe neither can spike), but! mmmm. snark + ust = mfeo 4evah. for me. every time. am loooooser.

i was all, awwwwww-melty at the r/hr=as-mad-max-and-wife because OMG SO YES!!!1 :D :D :D!!
i am too scary of bad het to read much of anything, and i refuse to read long romantic epics where i have to sit through hours and hours of otp craziness. (like the big h/hr epics anyway... i don't think i've heard of this really famous d/g fic except maybe cassie's trilogy, ahahaha, so there you go, the het i read besides `faster, mudblood! kill! kill!' which i sometimes beta-- s/hr doesn't squick me for some weird reason-- not that i've read any besides that. it appears that most of the people writing it are all mary-suing hermione, which bothers me. then again, my impression is that most people mary-sue girls with draco or snape, whoever they are).

mmm, yes. slashy!draco is the One True Draco. unless he's asexual. but he fucks harry anyway, 'cause i'm the ebil author and i make him!! MUWAHAHAHAH! :D :D
um. yeah. procrastination is my friend~:))

[sympathetic-ink.livejournal.com]

[raises eyebrows]

Reena... doing Snape/Draco. That requires some deliberation on my part, me thinks. In the meantime, I just wanted to say...

I miss you.

Is that weird? Probably.

Give Ria my love, as you'll probably be speaking to her before I will. [rubs noses]

[thessamunga.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOSH REENA *BLUSHES*

[weatherby.livejournal.com]

Oh! The first picture! *adores!!!!* Not crazy about the other two, though.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

<333~! >:D


maybe i can insert the words kitten & pony in my snape/draco fic for you, ehehehehe. *coughs*

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Yeah, me neither, but. You never know what people would like. Also, I like`Draco's' glaring in one of them. There's this skinny blond boy who hangs around the 'puter lab here and I have intermittent fantasies of finding a run-of-the-mill messy-haired geek with the glasses & asking them to snog for $50 eheheheheh.
Or I can write a play: Harry & Draco snog, a Play In Three Acts :D :D
I mean, I'd name 'em something else, but they'd have the physical description & such. *devious*
Anyway, will stop rambling now -.-

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

heeee :D i think it'd actually be weirder for me to write something random with a completely unknown character-- like, bill/harry, eheheh. snape/draco is just a squick, but i -really- can't seem to write OCs. it just came to me that i must be brave and face my fears. or something. in a way, it's easier than Harry/Snape 'cause harry would need more of a push-- this way you have only snape's desire not to. i wrote most of it and then realized that really i can't leave it like that and now it wants to be a much larger fic o_0

*meeps* well, i'm always here, you know~:)) to talk to. and. you haven't been posting as much lately, i think...? gah. i -am- on aim sometimes, though i do avoid it 'cause it sucks my brain through my teeth (i keep using that expression lately) :>

and. eeeee! wow. i mean. that's january, man o_0
i haven't been counting down 'cause it makes the time go faster~:)
i know it's um. (OMG NOVEMBER!!) but still. heee. will do.
*hugs*