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Jan. 27th, 2003 03:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
reenkawar.
i thought i didn't have much to say, because i don't follow the news and i'm avoidant, and blah blah and blah...
but since kassie wanted to see some discussion, here i go. (anything for youuuuuu~:)
war. (*prepares 2nd grade speech*)
war is bad. i don't like war, it scares me, and makes me think the planet is about to blow up and i can't do anything about it and i don't want to die, dammit. i mean, it's not like my life is that great or anything, and it's not like i don't continuously screw it up, but things dying scares me, even though obviously it happens a lot. and war is all about things dying. and people being mean and stupid, and interrupting my smut reading to blow up the nearest building, which is a no-no.
i don't think there's anything i can do, however, because i don't have enough mental armor to ever be politically active, and i don't have enough of a thick skin to start yelling and ranting about how stupid everyone is. so i may as well enjoy myself, and hope we aren't stupid enough to blow ourselves up.
hopefully most people don't have a death-wish. i try to think that maybe this is "normal"-- after all, there was all those years of the cold war, and all those years of the war of the roses, though of course there were no means of really blowing everything up back then, and the plague was better at killing people, still, than people were. ahhh, the good old days.
anyway. i figure since my response to all this is fear and worry and disgust and outrage, and none of those constructive, i may as well ignore it. i know it sounds ridiculous, but i may as well live the best i can, and not have those idiots rule my life the way they think they do. i mean, i can mess things up all on my own, as i said, i don't need "them" to help me.
and thus endeth my "war rant", now back to the underage-boy smut.
p.s. feel free to tell me if my last fic sucked. or if you read it. you know how it goes. i'm sensitive but desperate enough so that i'll take anything ><
i thought i didn't have much to say, because i don't follow the news and i'm avoidant, and blah blah and blah...
but since kassie wanted to see some discussion, here i go. (anything for youuuuuu~:)
war. (*prepares 2nd grade speech*)
war is bad. i don't like war, it scares me, and makes me think the planet is about to blow up and i can't do anything about it and i don't want to die, dammit. i mean, it's not like my life is that great or anything, and it's not like i don't continuously screw it up, but things dying scares me, even though obviously it happens a lot. and war is all about things dying. and people being mean and stupid, and interrupting my smut reading to blow up the nearest building, which is a no-no.
i don't think there's anything i can do, however, because i don't have enough mental armor to ever be politically active, and i don't have enough of a thick skin to start yelling and ranting about how stupid everyone is. so i may as well enjoy myself, and hope we aren't stupid enough to blow ourselves up.
hopefully most people don't have a death-wish. i try to think that maybe this is "normal"-- after all, there was all those years of the cold war, and all those years of the war of the roses, though of course there were no means of really blowing everything up back then, and the plague was better at killing people, still, than people were. ahhh, the good old days.
anyway. i figure since my response to all this is fear and worry and disgust and outrage, and none of those constructive, i may as well ignore it. i know it sounds ridiculous, but i may as well live the best i can, and not have those idiots rule my life the way they think they do. i mean, i can mess things up all on my own, as i said, i don't need "them" to help me.
and thus endeth my "war rant", now back to the underage-boy smut.
p.s. feel free to tell me if my last fic sucked. or if you read it. you know how it goes. i'm sensitive but desperate enough so that i'll take anything ><
