it is so amazing i am afraid i might burst from it all.
and... i read that fic. and felt exactly as you described it. exactly. i wanted to forget it, and then not, and then- yes.
i haven't read your "tangent" fic yet- i've got a list of stuff i must read that i'm compiling- but i'm really looking forward to reading it.
as for talking to your stuffed harry- amy can tell you i've been mumbling nonsense to my new stuffed wombat, so you're not alone. and really, talking to a stuffed harry makes infinite amounts more sense than my wombat.
and you know- your life might not be cuddly - life so rarely is. but *you* are. cuddly, and prickly, and wonderful in painful and brilliant ways that make me think of you at times when i see things. like- there was the most beautiful rose mary and i saw in sydney, and you were there, in my thoughts. like the rain that was falling from petal to petal.
finally- if you think amy and i meeting is great, just wait until i meet you. i have determined that it will happen. just ask amy what happens when i get determined.
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Date: 2003-01-02 12:35 am (UTC)it is so amazing i am afraid i might burst from it all.
and... i read that fic. and felt exactly as you described it. exactly. i wanted to forget it, and then not, and then- yes.
i haven't read your "tangent" fic yet- i've got a list of stuff i must read that i'm compiling- but i'm really looking forward to reading it.
as for talking to your stuffed harry- amy can tell you i've been mumbling nonsense to my new stuffed wombat, so you're not alone. and really, talking to a stuffed harry makes infinite amounts more sense than my wombat.
and you know- your life might not be cuddly - life so rarely is. but *you* are. cuddly, and prickly, and wonderful in painful and brilliant ways that make me think of you at times when i see things. like- there was the most beautiful rose mary and i saw in sydney, and you were there, in my thoughts. like the rain that was falling from petal to petal.
finally- if you think amy and i meeting is great, just wait until i meet you. i have determined that it will happen. just ask amy what happens when i get determined.