~blarg.

[reenka]

my fidgetyness knows no bounds. i hate it when this happens. my mind refuses to be useful. i want to do a million things at once and end up doing none of them. can't concentrate and wish i could run around in little circles until i combust. on the bright side, it could be just the sense of not having done a lot of things i've been putting off and all of them are gnawing at my brain like crazed chipmunks.

i drew blaise for ishuca but didn't actually review the chapter. and i don't actually much like blaise. and i don't actually want anything to read or think about except fluffy nakedness and weirdness and dudley turned into a pig. and a lot of screaming. scream, dudley, scream!

do any of you know this feeling?
yes.
last night i was all relaxed and lost in comparisons between ali's h/d picture and the kiss in `song of the wind and trees' it reminded me of. *sigh* that was pure perfection. my favorite anime kiss, nothing even comes close. just, the way serge just -melts- at the first hint of being kissed. right beforehand, all normal and concerned and then, poof! melty and moaning and sinking to the floor, and grasping at the bed and so on. i was wondering if anyone had a favorite kiss that was just -perfect- (between two boys, but i guess it doesn't matter), to recommend.

complete surrender. not just -eventual- but -immediate-, and not in a slutty way, but in a "this is so strong, all my defenses melt in two seconds" sort of way. i don't know, there is just something about that. i wish more intensely emotional movies/anime got made. where the characters had these-- moments, that occur a lot in good fiction, because you make them happen in your head. but in a movie you have to be given more, with the voice and the exact visuals... *sigh* i can go on about this. but i won't.

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[karabou.livejournal.com]

do any of you know this feeling?

Know the feeling of your first paragraph? Yes, I do.. quite frequently. Gah.

the kiss in `song of the wind and trees' it reminded me of. *sigh* that was pure perfection. my favorite anime kiss, nothing even comes close.

Er.. weird, I've never heard of this anime.. is it a movie, or a tv series, or..?

i was wondering if anyone had a favorite kiss that was just -perfect- (between two boys, but i guess it doesn't matter), to recommend.

Hmm.. actually, one of my favorites is one that was beautiful and sad at the same time. It was in Please Save My Earth, when Issei kisses Jinpachi on the school roof. It was beautiful to me, because I love the art in PSME, and I felt so strongly that those two characters should be together. It was sad, though, because Jinpachi pulled away, because he didn't return Issei's feelings.
As for any mutual kissing in anime, I really can't think of any (that isn't in yaoi). Homosexual characters in most anime/manga are sort of the joke characters, unfortunatly (ie; Hanagata in Saber Marionette J).

As for movies, agh.. I can't think of one.. my brain is mush right now.

i wish more intensely emotional movies/anime got made

Me, too.

[ishuca.livejournal.com]

:squeals:

yay! my first fanart! :saves the pic to her computer, for later uploading to site:

and it's fine not to like blaise. i didn't much like her before later. now i feel completely differently about her. :shrugs:

:huggles reena:

:recalls ron in eyeliner from yesterday and rolls:

:huggles reena more:

but as for immediate surrender in movies and anime/manga... well, you're not going to find immediate surrender in most manga/anime because that's... not logistically sound. i've found, at least. however, that does not mean that the feeling and *need*/*want* to surrender. an intense and sudden feeling that is dealt with little by little by both sides, but is nevertheless felt strongly.

as recommendations, i would suggest:
'The Ice-Cold Demon's Tale' (only manga, untranslated, but i'll be doing it. the depth of feeling in this manga is indescribable)

'Basara' (my god. i *wish* they had finished animating this series. but you get the definite feel of the -amazing- manga from the anime OAVs)

'Bronze~Zetsuai' (fucked up, and one-sided initially, but utter and immediate surrender)

'DNAngel' (for a very literal 'defenses melting')

'Suki, Dakara Suki' ('I love you, so I love you' ~ subtle, gentle, witty, and an utterly innocent surrender of love)

i've read so much i can't remember much of what i've been through, nor what's in anime.

however, for complete and utter love, see studio ghibli's 'Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi; Spirited Away'- one of the most complete and wonderful representations of love i have seen.

and check my lj. i've decided to post a fluff fic i've been dabbling on between bouts of PoL for you. it's by no means complete, but... it should be up in a few hours. complete and utter fluff.

~i