~~i concede [that i've got a ways to go]

[reenka]

i drew him. my first try at draco conceding (ip). um. here. if it looks nothing like draco (*cries*) um. tell me.

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*cries* i've forgotten how beautiful pingviini's writing was. so i'm reading `warm spell on a cold night' and i'm melting. dragonweed was, i think, one of the first five hp stories i'd read. i adored it. it's so... beautiful and melancholy and joyous and ...perfect. guh.

``It is so cold, my laugh has a fragile jingling edge to it, like the sound when you crush the first, thin, clear ice on a puddle in the morning after a frosty night."
it's funny because, i'm always afraid of winter, with its cold & discomfort and of pain. but it always seduces me with its beauty.

so many of you-- are so beautiful-- i could just, die happy.
her writing tastes so... cool and sparkly and crackles in my mouth like some sort of rock candy with sour, fresh strawberry flavor hidden inside.

``My name on his lips makes me shake. Words. Touch. Sometimes there is no difference."
gah. i'm over-emotional right now, i guess.

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*dies* omg. i've just figured it out...!

draco/ginny shippers are all really eleven-year-old girls...!

this explains everything!
see, now i don't have to be squicked or scared of them, because really, they're just going, "omg...! draco is soooo justin...! like, oh, my, gahd, do you see that hair??! *bounces* i bet he's a wicked kisser."
yes. that explains everything. this pic from the shippers' site makes him look like hayama from kodomo no omocha..! i see it now. hayama=draco and sana=ginny...!! although, hold up, this proves he's actually yuu from `marmalade boy', making ginny miki. ginny is miki..! *dies* so true. oh wait, i actually like miki >_<;;
    should i enjoy the fact that they're all so horribly bad? um. i wasn't this ...barbie-like when i was 12, was i? guh. it's hard to remember, but i think i had read too many classics & stuff by then. guh. this 'on one knee' image is giving me flashes of 12-year-old!reena. not good. i have nothing in common with these people, just. nothing. ugh.

like, oh my gahd, they are like, so kewt together, and i bet ginny will make the other gurls jealous, and i bet harry will just DIE of jealousy too because he'll realize how kewt she is, but it'll be too late...! *feels dirty. cries.*

omg. huge revelation. *goggles*

i can't believe i never realized this before. no, really.
the quote on the yahoo group's page still scares me (from draco sinister, apparently. draco saying, `ginny malfoy. i like the sound of that.' *winces* i'll read it. but it'll kill me, i know it will.)

Comments

[pingviini.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to say!
Except THANK YOU for that, and thank you for the reviews you left me at FF.net. *hugs*
I don't know about other authors, but I still find it amazing when someone tells me they enjoy my writing or that something I've written means something to them. It's, well, magic. :)

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

*grins* that's so cool, this shared sort of magic you get in a fandom. i feel the magic, while i'm reading, and it stays with me, and keeps me warm-- so it's kind of a sparkly circle.

that's why i've started leaving feedback, on like, everything that touches me.
if it's touched me, i want to give a little back~:) since i can't apparate you cookies or strawberry ices or tulips~:)

all i have are words, and i'm so glad they have their own flashes of life in them, as yours definitely do to me.

~reena