~~doing my part [for my fandom]
Sep. 12th, 2002 07:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
reenkahere. sign this petition... please?
whoever you are, if you're reading this, please please please sign that, if you haven't already. yes this is me, pathetic-activist-girl!reena. fanfiction.net has banned nc-17-rated fanfic from being hosted on its site, because of some "complaints", even though it's been clearly marked, with a "this is an nc-17 fic" alert, every time, as well as only findable if you -search- for higher-rated fic. while i don't write nc-17 lately (er. well. the muse is fickle, all that), i have in the past, and this pisses me off. so, i just thought, since pr0n is such a worthy cause (*cough*)-- rather, since Free Speech is such a worthy cause.... anyway. yeah. so sign.
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i was just thinking that... it's weird. i don't think of myself as a non-prolific writer. or a prolific writer. i used to fill up notebooks with random scribbles-- a scribble a day or two, when i was on a roll-- but, the thing is, i never finished any of them. so it feels like now, when i actually -finish- (small) fics every two weeks or so, it's an Event. probably isn't to anyone but me. no one sits up and goes, ``wow, reena, really??! you -finished- something??! i have to read it now...!". heh. because like, for all they know, i just do this casually, all the time. and i do. so i have no defense, really, except that i'm kind of amazed at myself anyway. so i was telling myself to "buck up" & "take it like a man" & then![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
amalin reviewed (and she liked it??! *dies*) so like. now. all is right with the world. *hears birds singing off in the distance* ahem.
i still think of myself as a smutty writer, kind of. i used to write smut when i was 15/16. and i still go on that, to say, see??! i am so smutty. which is ridiculous. past smut doesn't equal present smut, right. must...stop... dwelling... in... past. used to be, 65% of every snippet i wrote had sex in it. really. het sex, too. i was the PWP queen, baby. and now, look at me. fluff. (yes look, heheh). i wrote fluffy fluff fluff. *hangs head in shame* i have no excuses. i did like the hot-air balloon thing... a lot. mmm, balloons. whee..!
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in other news. my stalker-girl is back (met her last year, in the computer lab. she always says hi and smiles at me. a lot. i'm scared. she's creepy.) she asked for my number...!
why can't the cute, sexy girls ask for my number??!!
why...why god... why...
why.....
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... *cries*
whoever you are, if you're reading this, please please please sign that, if you haven't already. yes this is me, pathetic-activist-girl!reena. fanfiction.net has banned nc-17-rated fanfic from being hosted on its site, because of some "complaints", even though it's been clearly marked, with a "this is an nc-17 fic" alert, every time, as well as only findable if you -search- for higher-rated fic. while i don't write nc-17 lately (er. well. the muse is fickle, all that), i have in the past, and this pisses me off. so, i just thought, since pr0n is such a worthy cause (*cough*)-- rather, since Free Speech is such a worthy cause.... anyway. yeah. so sign.
~~
i was just thinking that... it's weird. i don't think of myself as a non-prolific writer. or a prolific writer. i used to fill up notebooks with random scribbles-- a scribble a day or two, when i was on a roll-- but, the thing is, i never finished any of them. so it feels like now, when i actually -finish- (small) fics every two weeks or so, it's an Event. probably isn't to anyone but me. no one sits up and goes, ``wow, reena, really??! you -finished- something??! i have to read it now...!". heh. because like, for all they know, i just do this casually, all the time. and i do. so i have no defense, really, except that i'm kind of amazed at myself anyway. so i was telling myself to "buck up" & "take it like a man" & then
amalin reviewed (and she liked it??! *dies*) so like. now. all is right with the world. *hears birds singing off in the distance* ahem.i still think of myself as a smutty writer, kind of. i used to write smut when i was 15/16. and i still go on that, to say, see??! i am so smutty. which is ridiculous. past smut doesn't equal present smut, right. must...stop... dwelling... in... past. used to be, 65% of every snippet i wrote had sex in it. really. het sex, too. i was the PWP queen, baby. and now, look at me. fluff. (yes look, heheh). i wrote fluffy fluff fluff. *hangs head in shame* i have no excuses. i did like the hot-air balloon thing... a lot. mmm, balloons. whee..!
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in other news. my stalker-girl is back (met her last year, in the computer lab. she always says hi and smiles at me. a lot. i'm scared. she's creepy.) she asked for my number...!
why can't the cute, sexy girls ask for my number??!!
why...why god... why...
why.....
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... *cries*
