If I had to boil down the advice most of my friends online give me to one sentence, it's: stop whining and write more, Reena! Ahaha, and I definitely appreciate that, and wrote 'The Evolution Principle' in that spirit-- as well as many another fic, ehehe-- but, y'know, blocked and restless, etc etc :D
I totally realize your ultimate wisdom :D I think I'm a lot closer to some sort of resolution than I have been for ages, though I suspect I can't walk away entirely without finishing my damn novella-- or two, ahahah. I still want you to beta that, btw, eheheh. And yeah, I'd probably wanna scale it a lot more if I didn't feel so alone in that quest these days, what with most of my old-time homies on to greener pastures. At the same time, this is really a problem on a larger scale than just fandom too, you know. Alas. But being creative and avoidant, I'm right on those, possibly a little -too- much :D
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Date: 2005-11-09 07:46 am (UTC)I totally realize your ultimate wisdom :D I think I'm a lot closer to some sort of resolution than I have been for ages, though I suspect I can't walk away entirely without finishing my damn novella-- or two, ahahah. I still want you to beta that, btw, eheheh. And yeah, I'd probably wanna scale it a lot more if I didn't feel so alone in that quest these days, what with most of my old-time homies on to greener pastures. At the same time, this is really a problem on a larger scale than just fandom too, you know. Alas. But being creative and avoidant, I'm right on those, possibly a little -too- much :D