~~agape and shnoogle and adore...

[reenka]

cool. i um.... i do think, sometimes, of why is it i want to *glomp* and *worship at the feet of* and say *oooooohhhiloveyou* to-- well-- people i don't know. this entry of earthquake1906's made me realize, for the first time (duh!), that maybe "love is just a word".

well. i mean, i feel weird about it.
what is that adoring, manic, happy, burst of insane affection i get for fics...? and just words in general, and thus naturally spilling onto the people behind them? what is it? love is... well have any of us figured out what love is? of course, in comments to the above post.... ``Stupid, obsessed or in love? (Or, stupid and obsessed, i.e. in love?)". heh. thus, "i'm struck dumb, and am happily obsessed" should be a good, honest stand-in for "oh god ohgodohgodohgod, I LOVE YOU, heh.

i'm careful, usually. i don't throw that word around, in day-to-day life. but something about fiction. makes me *squee*. and yell i love you's and adores. i don't actually think this is even unusual :) i think i'm over-excitable. but still, i say. it's true love :>