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AAAAAARgh, I seriously cannot wait to post this even though I'm spamming y'all :(( I haven't written H/D fluff in FOREVER, but I love [livejournal.com profile] lillithium's watercolors so I was inspired, but they're just so soft and sweet and fluffy, IT WASN'T MY FAULT, OKAY?? Not my fault!! *cries*

Okay, so. Like. Don't hurt me, I wrote H/D vaguely PWP post-war fluff :( :( *repents immediately!!* :( And yes, I'm trying to both write & avoid my angsty plotty Death Eater!Draco fic. :/ WAH.


Disclaimer: not mine, Valentine.

Author's Note: written for [livejournal.com profile] lillithium's beautiful fair watercolors.


- sparklers -


The look on Draco's face was making Harry duck and blush, fiddling with the borrowed camera. He just couldn't quite reconcile the sheer openness, the uncomplicated happiness radiating from Draco with someone he'd once called 'Malfoy'.

He tried to tell himself it was only this moment-- only here, at the Hogsmeade Faire-- it was a fleeting joy that lit up Draco's face so that it shone, a warmth he could feel seeping down all the way to his toes. It was quite an odd, unaccustomed feeling.

He kept prancing in place a bit nervously; looking up again and again as if trying to get the best view, the most perfect angle, but the truth was Draco had no bad angles today. He stood there bathed in cool morning sunshine in one of Harry's plain white shirts, surrounded by native fauna in all sorts of bright colors he'd normally avoid like the plague. There were those awful running children Draco usually mocked and the shouting vendors, plus a dozen large toy unicorns in a circle, but in the midst of all the pandemonium he just looked natural. That definitely wasn't a word Harry would have associated with Draco Malfoy in the past. There it was, though: Draco's natural secret half-smile and his translucent skin with its first morning flush, his clear-sky grey eyes wide open, the fleeting fondly exasperated look.

Harry could barely believe his own eyes, if truth be told: it was like Draco had just woken up and was looking at Harry while he thought he was asleep.

"Are you quite done gawking, Potter? We do have a schedule here, if you've forgotten."

Even Draco's voice was warm; unbelievable. Harry shivered and snapped a keepsake, trying not to think of summer's end.

+ + +

Draco had gone silent again for the past five minutes at the least, but Harry smiled, half-closing his eyes to the gentle summer evening. It had been a good day.

He leaned one shoulder against Draco's and let the silence between them stretch out, filling the spaces between them with warmth. Indeed, there were distant children's voices from somewhere on the Ferris Wheel behind them mixing with the raucous cries of birds, all in sweet counterpoint to his lover's even breaths beside him, making soft hums of appreciation as he licked his ice-cream cone oh-so-daintily, one pinkie finger stretched out as always.

There'd been wizarding fireworks on for the past hour, and Draco was mesmerized as a child-- most were shaped like stars and flowers. There was also a huge glittering dragon taking up half the night sky, which Harry specially ordered. Harry could barely take it all in, he was so overwhelmed and oddly nostalgic. He sighed.

This was Draco's birthday, so he'd made sure everything was picture-perfect; it was definitely a stroke of luck that they'd opened the first wizards' Faire since the war ended right near Hogsmeade. Draco was almost entirely recovered by now, but Harry didn't want to face the whole wide world just yet. This was their moment; their little bubble, which felt like it existed out of time altogether. Just theirs alone.

Harry's own ice-cream had started to leak, being untouched for awhile, so he took a slow, languid lick, feeling nearly drunk with something which felt too sparkly with the heat of Draco's body to be mere contentment. He sighed again, a tiny hymn to chocolate, the June night and second chances, and leaned over to discover Draco's face had already turned, was already falling towards his.

+ + +

Their lips met slowly, oh-so-slowly, gentle as floating feathers at first. They were in no hurry, since both of them had finally gotten to this point: no need-- no room-- for words, for awkwardness or force.

All he knew was Draco's lips, which were sweet and cool with remnants of vanilla lolly. His heart beat frantically even as his body remained mostly motionless, almost afraid to move too suddenly and shatter something precious. At the back of his mind, he was still terrified of losing this; couldn't believe this was really them, Draco and him, him and Draco.

Him and Draco Malfoy-- the idea was still enough to make him nearly nauseous with excitement and anxiety, remained a surprise every time. A soft breeze blew strands of Draco's soft, fine hair against his cheek, and he could hear explosion after explosion. He wasn't immediately aware he was hearing another round of fireworks, because in his own mind there was a sky full of white noise and chaos.

Because then-- oh my god-- then, those lips finally parted and it was all warm-wet-slick heat, that pointy too-fucking-pink little tongue pressing ever so tentatively against his upper lip, licking in a tiny arc. Harry hiccupped and forgot to breathe for several long moments, his throat closing.

His breath started coming in gasps, though they were both still silent-- they didn't quite moan as Harry sighed into Draco's mouth and caught his upper lip between his teeth, sucking. Draco usually whimpered when Harry teased him so, sweeping only the tip of his tongue along the bottom lip, testing teeth and prodding minutely further, licking only at the corners. This time, there was merely the smallest return sigh and the slow arching of Draco's body closer, the increasing pressure of his mouth as he leaned in, the undulating movement of his lips as they flexed, parted and moved in tandem with Harry's own.

It was only in retrospect that Harry realized the silence was deceptive; he simply couldn't hear over the pounding of his heart, the roaring in his ears when he was in such close proximity to Draco. Draco could've been talking about anything at all back then, maybe giving a casual treatise on astrophysics, and Harry wouldn't have known. At the end of the day, the only three words Harry would've needed were written all over Draco's face, brighter than any sparkler.

+ + +

Date: 2006-07-05 06:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sodamnquirky.livejournal.com
♥ ♥ ♥

wow. i've melted into a puddle of GUH. :D

Date: 2006-07-05 06:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Ahh, thank you :(( I was on pins and needles waiting for someone to say something, so now I'm a lot less anxious. :D :D
I'm glad the fluff hit the spot, anyway :>

Date: 2006-07-05 07:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sodamnquirky.livejournal.com
well, it's the perfect companion for the beautiful art. it describes it perfectly and gives it... life. ♥

Date: 2006-07-05 07:09 pm (UTC)
ext_6866: (Artistic)
From: [identity profile] sistermagpie.livejournal.com
You big ole softie! You know I kept expecting you to have something terrible happen. But you let me enjoy Draco's little pointy pink tongue with all the pretty colors at the fair.

Go you!

Date: 2006-07-05 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Ehehe! *embarrassed* I think if I made something terrible happen, it'd have made it -more- maudlin & melodramtic, really :P That's my excuse & I'm stickin' to it! :D

Date: 2006-07-05 09:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scoradh.livejournal.com
Oh, that was beautiful.

He kept prancing in place a bit nervously; looking up again and again as if trying to get the best view, the most perfect angle, but the truth was Draco had no bad angles today.

and

Harry's own ice-cream had started to leak, being untouched for awhile, so he took a slow, languid lick, feeling nearly drunk with something which felt too sparkly with the heat of Draco's body to be mere contentment.

and

Draco could've been talking about anything at all back then, maybe giving a casual treatise on astrophysics, and Harry wouldn't have known. At the end of the day, the only three words Harry would've needed were written all over Draco's face, brighter than any sparkler.

Simply gorgeous. Can you tell I'm a fan of undistilled romance? ♥



Date: 2006-07-05 09:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
:D :D :D! I'm happy you liked it ♥ (...seeing as I got shmoop ALL OVER ME, and I mean it's everywhere...)

Date: 2006-07-05 09:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scoradh.livejournal.com
It was more sparkly, from where I was standing. ;D

Date: 2006-07-05 09:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
hehe I actually did feel guilty there for awhile 'cause I was reading this 'how does one characterise well' post and it was like 'you should use the character's authentic voice to be believable!' (*cringe!*) and 'you should included the people in their lives to make them well-rounded!' (*cringe!!*) and 'you shouldn't get carried away with shmoopy things guys would never say' (*GROAAAAAAN*), etcetc :)) And I was like TAKE MERCY ON ME, IT'S ONLY A TINY FICLET :((
...even though really, who cares, but since it's one of the v. few things I've -done- recently... ><;;; heh.

Date: 2006-07-05 09:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scoradh.livejournal.com
I have a book on writing that I picked up second hand once. It has all these 'exercises' to do, like thinking what your character has on his bedside locker. I always think 'Sure, I'll do that ... I just want to finish this story first.' [eyeroll]

Date: 2006-07-05 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
You know, I actually have no clue what Draco has on his bedside locker :( GOD I MUST SUCK :))

(Er, yeah, I know whatcha mean. *cough*)

Date: 2006-07-06 12:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shaggirl.livejournal.com
I didn't know you had something this schmoopy in you! It's adorable and *guh*. Pointy, pink Draco tongue. <3333

Date: 2006-07-06 12:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
*cries* My reputation is ruined, RUINED I SAY :((

...but, I'm happy you liked it :D :D :D The tongue seems popular, anyway :D

Date: 2006-07-06 01:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] loftily.livejournal.com
Ahahaha oh Reena, what has England done to you?

I haven't read fluff since . . . um . . . 2002? No, I am kidding. Sometimes I need happy H/D love. >:D

Date: 2006-07-06 01:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
:)) *also cries a little* it's so embarrassing :)) :((
...Maybe I can blame the pollen... :>

I probably haven't written fluff since 2002 either ><;;;

Date: 2006-07-06 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] celandineb.livejournal.com
Oh, but there's a definite place in the world for fluffy schmoopy fic when it's as lovely as this one!

Date: 2006-07-06 03:38 am (UTC)
ext_22356: (Jane Russell)
From: [identity profile] ladyrelaynie.livejournal.com
Schmoop or not, I enjoyed the hell out of it. Brava, chiquita.

Aaaand. More, please? *appealing face*

~Relaynie

Date: 2006-07-06 10:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Hee, thanks! I guess I'll have to stick it into a dusty corner where it doesn't smell up the whole place with vanilla & daisies :> :>

Date: 2006-07-06 10:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
I still feel a little dirty, but I'm happy you liked! :D! One of these days I might get drunk and write 'The Awesome Adventures of Two Arch-Enemies In Love', and it'll be for you :>

Date: 2006-07-06 09:02 pm (UTC)
ext_22356: (Default)
From: [identity profile] ladyrelaynie.livejournal.com
*immediately buys you ten boxes of good red wine*

~Relaynie

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Date: 2006-07-07 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Hehehe you know, I can't imagine Draco wanting anything but vanilla with rainbow sprinkles & possibly mint leaves on top :D :D And of -course- Harry wants chocolate. He -always- wants chocolate :D He would probably blame Remus :>
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Date: 2006-07-07 02:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Hahah, even as I wrote it, I knew I could theoretically try to sell it either way, 'cause the truth is I was describing Lillithium's pic :))

...I know Draco's usually the one for the decadent 'elite' sweet experience and Harry's the one for the basic hardcore... uh... ice-cream :>
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Date: 2006-07-07 02:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Hee! *united in shippy obsession!*
...sadly for my theoretical writing exercises, I still don't know what's on Harry's nightstand. But! I know pretty much everything there is to know about Draco's mouth & what he wants in it :D :D
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Date: 2006-07-07 02:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Heheh this is how you can tell I've spent too long in Harry's head :)) (And so have you, probably, ahahah!)

Date: 2006-07-07 07:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lillithium.livejournal.com
Forgive me, but I just can't resist myself commenting on the ice-cream thing. :-)

When I drew those pics, I didn't give much thought to the ice-cream flavors. Really. I'd imagined Draco having Lemon ice-cream 'cuz that's what he had in one of my favorite H/D fic. (Not very creative, am I?) Harry would choose chocolate, or anything simple and requires no brain, because he didn't really want ice-cream anyway. He was getting ice-cream because Draco was getting one himself.

But I like your vanilla w/toppings a lot. Red and green on creamy white that smells like sugar... *swoons*

Thank you very much for the beautiful writing. It's the third time today I have read this brilliant ficlet, and each time I read it I see something new. I agree with [livejournal.com profile] agonizingmercy - it does give life to the drawings.

Thanks again. I hope you are still writing H/D 'cuz I'd like to reciprocate someday. :-)

Date: 2006-07-07 05:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Hee! I'm happy you like it so much! And a bit overwhelmed, 'cause man, fluff embarrasses me. I don't know if you realize this, but I don't usually write this... I'm more of a hardcore angst/porn/snark H/D person... or, was. Still hanging on enough to finish my novella, maybe, hehe so if you wanna read that (and another post-OoTP one... if -that- ever gets done), then I'd love you to :D

I wasn't really including the sprinkles in the fic, but I just can't imagine a Draco who'd have vanilla without sprinkles. He's just not a plain kinda boy :> And I'm simple-minded so since the ice-cream was white, of course it was vanilla :>

And! I love your gift!pic :D! It's sweet without being shmoopy, which... I really appreciate, seeing as I sekritly love fluff & hate shmoop. So I'd love it if you sent it to me-- I could put it up & everything, hehe! :D :D But you don't have to, of course~:) I'm just happy it worked for you!

Date: 2006-07-07 11:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lillithium.livejournal.com
Yeah I know. I went stalking fangirling reading your work a while ago when you asked about the Chinese translation. Whether it's fluff or hardcore angst, your writing is truly awesome, and there's nothing to be embarrassed about. ;-)

novella, maybe, hehe so if you wanna read that (and another post-OoTP one
Yay! I'm excited and looking forward to reading more of your work.

Am thrilled to hear that you liked the pic. Sure I'd love to send it to you. :-) Just let me know your mailing address and I'll snail-mail it. My email address = lillithium @ azile . net

Date: 2006-07-08 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rubymoth.livejournal.com
OMG! SQUEE! LOL! (and SOOOOO opposite to The Prick, indeed! Am feeling totally weird to read that and then this one! lol)

I this; it's so pretty! :)

Date: 2006-07-08 10:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yourpoison.livejournal.com
Heh, I'm glad you enjoyed it :D
...though, um, yeah... not so much with my usual fare *___*
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