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[reenka]

So like... ummm... talk to me, guys. Tell me what's up or who's having hot porn with whom this month or... something. I've been entirely too out of it to read my flist and I feel slightly anxious at how un-caught-up I am (...of all the stupid things to be anxious about, I know), but I wanna be more... um, social. Especially since it just hit me yesterday that if I don't practice talking to people, I actually get worse at it (like, it takes me an hour to even say anything when I meet people I know well, ahahah... sorry about that, btw ♥).

Is it just me, or is it the introvert's doom that everyone appears more extraverted than you, even other introverts?? Maybe it's just me. -.-

One of these days I'll actually watch Veronica Mars or like, TV in general just to have something to talk about that isn't obscure Jdramas that I can't even be bothered to friend people for. ^^;;; The problem is really that I like some things (usually manga or anime or something) but that doesn't mean I have anything intelligent to say, and those anime bloggers who just detail what happened in every episode or squee specifically are performing untold feats of mental cunning as far as I'm concerned. ><;

I actually had an entry typed up on a new anime (Suzumiya Haruhi) but then deleted it after I realized I was making no sense (though this probably happens all the time for all I know) because I was being just that generalist. -.-

Anyway... um, to liven up this entry, here's the Seishun Amigo by Shuji to Akira mp3, which is the bouncy theme to the Nobuta wo Produce Jdrama. :> :>

Also, hey, why not, yaoi porn: 'Epicurean' one-shot from Jive, which is probably the hottest mild S&M-type yaoi I've seen yet (though obviously, tastes will vary, etcetc).

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[loftily.livejournal.com]

I might have a threesome this week.

My sophomore year of college is ending.

I just wrote a five page paper analyzing racism and heterosexism in Clueless.

I love Oberlin more and more every day.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

HEEE :D I actually love 'Clueless' (which is that California movie, right... remake of some old book or or other... er...), but it hurts my head to imagine writing a paper on it. *____* I do vaguely remember there was a black character in it. Maybe o_0 0_o

HAHAHAHA YOU GO GIRL :)) ....though a part of me will always think of you as a somewhat sexless sixteen-year old forever, it seems... alas... Also, I've realized that if you don't do this stuff in college, you're probably never going to unless it's some really messed-up soap-opera type situation you'd want to avoid involving internet perverts and fake bisexuals... but what do I know :>

I'm happy you found the right college ♥. I know that places nurture me when people won't.

[whatistigerbalm.livejournal.com]

I'm actually drawing these days. I feel quite good about that. (this be Jereeza speaking) Talk about whatever you love, it's your journal!

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

No news. Nobody seems to talk these days.

That's finally some proper yaoi, not the stuff that comes in cling-wrap these days and is full of girly uke and fade-outs.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

Tsk, Jane Austen rocks.


And I've finally come to realise that I underestimated college for real, despite all the bad movies about it. School here isn't shaping society like that.

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Ahh, yeah I noticed, heheh, since you don't cut the small versions anyway, so I see them just from my hurried skim-- I'm really happy about that, too, 'cause I love your style and how varied it is ♥. Maybe it's more the original art thing or whatever, too, but I love that feeling of surprise, y'know? I wish I had the patience to stop and comment these days T_T

Hopefully my own drawing will have some sort of renaissance with the art class I'm taking this summer, especially since by now I feel like... I dunno, if I was 'an artist' I'd have drawn more 'seriously' by now, so why try, etc. It's really easy to get demotivated :/

Ah, I do talk about whatever, haha, I just like conversing, which isn't quite the same thing? Like, difference between talking -at- and -with- people :D

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

NOOOO, not the... not the... GIRLY UKE :(( Especially disturbing when they have mini!breasts. What is WITH that. ><;;; Well, it might be okay if they actually were transsexual or something (that'd actually be a first in yaoi rather than hentai... it'd be nice if it had a normal storyline), but. Er. :> I'm glad you liked :D :D

HEE. That icon is actually rather disturbing to me 'cause it makes me think of balls & chickens in conjunction...er... ... ... *___*

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

Yeah, there's something vaguely unique about the American college experience, perhaps. Though in Japan, they think of college as the time to have fun and do lots of cosplay and have sex(?) & go join clubs (so like High School, except less work). Though I wouldn't say every college is shaping society by a long-shot, it's just... sometimes they're more like communities than it seems they are in Europe, or something.

Heheh, I like Jane Austen, I'm just really bad remembering names & facts and stuff :>

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

.. and those tiny heads on top of the huge elongated curveless bodies of the seme. Insect fetish?

Now you made me hungry. Chicken? Oh you mean like the turkey-neck that penii remind Tamar Myers of? ... still hungry. I could change it into horny but not having enjoyed *brow waggle* a college "education", I think I'll just slink into bed.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_inbetween_/]

College and highschool, I meant. They are definitely, as a whole, shaping society, establishing that gigantic SHARED ... SAMENESS ::: omg you make me write in caps. But it's true. I never actually saw that mentioned anywhere *frowns*

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

...well... *slightly indignant*... chickens have eggs... or lay eggs, or whatever. ><;;;

....YOU'RE SO RIGHT about the insect fetish. I hadn't been able to put a finger on it before. Like an insect alien 'laying eggs' with a little-barky-dog uke species :> :> *cough*

[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

Ew no, don't watch Veronica Mars. That show is poo. Like overblown Mary Sue poo on a stick. Ick.

I have absolutely nothing else interesting to say. How're you?

[yourpoison.livejournal.com]

I did watch maybe 3 minutes and it seemed vaguely amusing? If I can handle Buffy I can probably handle Veronica :D :D :D I even didn't hate Miaka. I mean, I didn't -love- her, but she didn't annoy me that much. What gets my trigger is characters like Narcissa, except more bitchy-- ice-queeny narcissists. I dunno why o_0

And! I'm doing okay, though I'm late with -everything- ><;;;; For instance I only (finally!) sent off your package yesterday, mostly 'cause I've been shut inside my house most of last month obsessing over Jdrama after Jdrama. I'm burnt out though, so it's time to spread my wings and... get a job? Or a new hobby? something like that :>

[notrafficlights.livejournal.com]

Haha, well, my package was sent a while ago but I don't know how long it will take to reach you - they said between a month and three months at the post office.