Eee, you've read it too?! :D :D *dances* I'm like, painfully obsessed to the point where I'm rereading it (total heresy for me, ahahah). As an excuse, it's been like, 6 months since I'd read most of it ^^;; I've been sort of scared to finish it for awhile 'cause I mean... something could've gone Really Really Wrong and... I couldn't have handled that. At all. But omg, the ending!!! It couldn't have been more -perfect- :D I'm really still overwhelmed. Man. *siiiigh*
Though! I think it's like... the moth thing taken to a new & ultimate level, 'cause it's not fleeting... that was Fujio's fear, right, that if he let himself desire Kenji, it would end up temporary and disappear, and in the end, somehow the fleeting thing is cast in stone because... because it is so strong & they just fit so tightly and what with Kenji's capacity for obsessiveness & Fujio's stable devotedness, they're just like a pair of socks. Really cute socks. Man. I can't believe they... well, the chapel thing *____* Usually not my style, but by the time they got there I was totally with it. Ultimately, I mean, I want to see the permanence and impermanence sort of combined in an unholy (holy?) union. The security of constant insecurity, and so on :D
Well, I can't help but attempt to express it. It is my dooooom :D One day! I can't help but -want-, to one day, finally, finally... possess it. In my art :>
And! Now I really want you to read my Big Bang/post-Hogwarts fic 'cause... that's the one that deals with the same themes. Except nowhere near as well, naturally :>
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Date: 2005-09-19 05:27 am (UTC)I'm like, painfully obsessed to the point where I'm rereading it (total heresy for me, ahahah). As an excuse, it's been like, 6 months since I'd read most of it ^^;; I've been sort of scared to finish it for awhile 'cause I mean... something could've gone Really Really Wrong and... I couldn't have handled that. At all. But omg, the ending!!! It couldn't have been more -perfect- :D I'm really still overwhelmed. Man. *siiiigh*
Though! I think it's like... the moth thing taken to a new & ultimate level, 'cause it's not fleeting... that was Fujio's fear, right, that if he let himself desire Kenji, it would end up temporary and disappear, and in the end, somehow the fleeting thing is cast in stone because... because it is so strong & they just fit so tightly and what with Kenji's capacity for obsessiveness & Fujio's stable devotedness, they're just like a pair of socks. Really cute socks. Man. I can't believe they... well, the chapel thing *____* Usually not my style, but by the time they got there I was totally with it. Ultimately, I mean, I want to see the permanence and impermanence sort of combined in an unholy (holy?) union. The security of constant insecurity, and so on :D
Well, I can't help but attempt to express it. It is my dooooom :D
One day! I can't help but -want-, to one day, finally, finally... possess it. In my art :>
And! Now I really want you to read my Big Bang/post-Hogwarts fic 'cause... that's the one that deals with the same themes. Except nowhere near as well, naturally :>