~~resisting the urge to quote mopey lyrics.

i'm such a goose. or a moose. or something like that.
    look, see, if i insult myself, i get there first, so it's all good.

( wibble. wibble. wibble. not much else. )

so i won't post spoilers. yeay? i won't even -read- spoilers-- i never do. i don't like, want to hurt people who post them, but i've never sought them out simply because i'm never that desperate, and also they're often wrong and they don't make sense out of context 7 times out of 10.

i hate myself, slightly, for saying that. on the one hand, it's nice to be reassuring, but on the other hand, peer pressure. i mean, i understand the people who go insane and start plotting to blow up their high school, because they felt marginalized and pressured to conform. there's this sort of frustrated pain of feeling like you're not likeable, when push comes to shove, if you get the major social contracts wrong. i also understand that most times, it's simply people trying to protect themselves, their group of friends, their interests. defense before the possibility of offense. i can't condemn anyone because if i do, i am continuing the cycle, but more importantly, because i can't stop empathizing unless you're directly hurting me. and even then.

i can't be wrathful. i may growl (*growl*!), but it's not like i would ever bite. the meek shall inherit the earth, they say in that one religion. i think it's because they will hide when all the other people kill each other.
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( writing wibbles. i think that it's my regularly scheduled middle-of-spring spazz attack, overall, yes. )

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omg, alicey drew my favorite snape picture ever, everevereverever..!..! >:O

old-and-scary!snape~! *diesdiesdies*

HE IS SO CARDINAL RICHELIEU!! aaack!
FINALLY, A SNAPE I WANT TO SEE NAKED!! >:o!!
    i mean, obviously, this is a snape i wouldn't mind seeing naked either, but he seems too good to be true. i mean, yummy, but -too- yummy. like, okay, i dig pirate!snape (i mean. earring. grouchiness. wands & potions & SWORDS!!), but that doesn't mean i -believe- in pirate!snape. *sigh* sadly.

and omg, madam pince!!! they are so meant-to-be! aaaaack. *dies again*

and a ron i actually consider sexy and yet ron-like! gaaar. although. isn't he kind of... more dry-humored and confident in that pic than usual? i dunno, but i lurve him, in that pic anyway -.-;;

in other news, i am hackthis' latest fic's bitch. awww yeah. *struts* that good.
    but. silvia's ron/hermione rather scares me. and. i mean. it just takes a few words-- a couple of sentences-- and the whole world -clicks-. and that's just -massive-, man. -massive-.

~~ficlet: er. het smutlet. *hides*

this is all silvia's fault. ahahaha!
okay, no, no, it's my fault. but! it's because she encouraged me, so there. ha!

anyway, i wrote a cute fumbly ron/hermione smutlet (i know. weird.)

( `maintenance' - r/hr - NC-17? - for silvia, because she brings the lurve. )