~~gah. more ramblings on love. and doom. doomy doom. friendship and doom. doomed friendship!

( wah. me and my tv have a whimper/squee/whimper/growl relationship right now... )

~~

and oh. how do i love my fandom, let me count the ways:
bitter-as-ashes!true-love.
mmmm, aja!fic and, mmmmm, ivy!fic.
they stroke each other's hair close their eyes, mouths open, they kiss each other like the world is ending. And for them it always is.

wah. i love you guys.

i am happy.

p.s. - this whole... tearing myself open over fictional characters thing is really... kind of ...on the unhealthy side, isn't it? *sigh*