*smiles*

i'm home... well, whatever home is. sometimes i don't know. and it's almost christmas. well, whatever christmas is, which i -really- don't know. and i haven't read much fic, though i have all the links saved. and i haven't reviewed `the two towers', though i have all kinds of things to say, and i will. and i haven't said -anything- about meeting addictedkitten and the others to see the movie, though of course, there are things to squee about aplenty.

and i feel behind the times and kind of disconnected, from the time of year and from people, even though it's only been a few days. and then i saw nefeleo's christmasy illustration to `underwater light'. and of course there was pingviini's `snow angels' a few days ago, which made me melt completely and is probably the sweetest most adorable and beautiful and amazing h/d fic since the last thing she wrote~:) gah. what would this place be without penguin? eeek.
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    EDIT - and then there's DV-christmas!draco. i have no words. i really, really really don't. i just don't.

    "Maybe I just haven't met the right guy!" Draco said, waving his ruffles petulantly. "My man of destiny could come along any day now. Someone who would appreciate me. Someone who would take care of me. Someone who would follow me to the Gates of Hell --"

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*dies*
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and i think i see the lights-- all the little lights that i haven't found this year yet. sparkling and twinkling and making me feel warm all over.

and i can honestly say i love you all.
i suppose i should think of peace on earth, but mostly i would settle for walking arm in arm in the snow and harry & draco being happy. hee.
    yes i'm feeling sappy. it will pass.
    hugs for everyone.
    even those who don't read this journal anymore. 'cause i understand, really, even if i'm still pouting.
    if i don't write again for a few days...
    MERRY CHRISTMAS~!