~~now i know.

on the perils of "coming out" to non-fandom people about just how stupid and fangirly and obsessed you are:

so he asked me to "talk". and since i didn't know what to talk about, i went on and on, and of course i squeed (and in fact, used the word `squee'. a lot.) about seeing the movie this friday, and about how i wish i was there for the premiere today, and about how stoked i am to even -think- of squeeing, and how cute daniel radcliffe is (ahaha i included photos), and so on.

so he said, "you really are the queen of dorks."

but i'm not offended, no. i know this.
i mean, how dorky is it to even -talk- about the stuff i talk about, even in a semi-intelligent manner?? especially in a semi-intelligent manner? *laughs*
but do i care?
hell no.
who cares about maintaining anyone's good opinion or one's dignity, when instead you can be going hog-wild about underage fictional characters doing Bad, Bad Things to each other, i ask you?
    perhaps i should get a new journal-- dorkslanding, heh. ``where the dork meets the spork". watch the sparks fly.
    this reminds me of my first boyfriend (who was a d0rk, but a prissy, intelli-dork sort of dork) saying i was being ``ditzy" when i squeed shamelessly over the -cuteness- of some of his vaunted prog-rock musicians. i mean, yah, i appreciate the music. yeah, i don't exactly have posters of the backstreet boys on my walls-- or posters of rush for that matter. just because i like cuteness and silliness and acting half my age-- so what? i'm happy, just like ashkitty said :D

i always knew that i divide my time between seeming like a hyper 13-year old dork with a violent-lurve fixation and an overly-intellectual geek with too much time on her hands. i will refrain from saying anything intelligent or worthwhile in this post, in honor of today. the great t00by day that i could've spent dorking myself unconscious squeeing like a banshee as daniel & tom passed like 100 feet or more ahead of me. if i wanted to shell out the dough for the bus ticket. yah.

long live my inner t00b d0rk goddess.
w00t~!