~~i would say i wasn't a poet, but i would lie.

so. most of the stuff i posted here tended to be fanfic poetry, and it was sucky. usually it's because i force it, to a certain extent, which makes it sucky. so i was typing in some poems (since i almost always write them in longhand), and thought, hey, these aren't sucky. so there you go, a story to go with the verbiage. if it sucks, do tell.

( poetry, and stuff. fanficcy inferences if wanted. )

~~i wrote a cinderella!ginny fic *laughs* in honor of the Bitch Day muse: a reena-sanctioned holiday

there is a weird phenomenon going on, with my relationship with fanon characters. for some reason, they annoy me if they're made to be nice, or likeable, or reasonable, or intelligent (unless that's strictly canonically so, like dumbledore, whom i like wise and quirky-- forget quirky, i like him genially insane-- don't we all?). i find it silly that so many people, while "fleshing out" minor characters, make them likeable, understandable, "human". where's the fun in that? why is everyone so... tame? this is particularly a problem (in hp fic), with slytherins. face it, if the slytherin is playing a major role, they're not going to be nasty, though they might be endearingly bad-tempered-- or maybe we see the bad temper through the main character's eyes, in which case the other character gets to be somewhat two-dimensional. i like bitter spiteful resentful (funny) characters. ha. that's a perfect recipe for being a stand-up comedian, isn't it??! but yah. i do hate relena (from gundam wing). i like hating relena. i like hating pansy (though i don't, not really, as she has no personality). but i probably wouldn't if they were bitches. *sighs* such is life.
    there is only one major character i can tolerate being nice-- not reasonable, like hermione, but just truly Good. that would be harry. i can take harry in any shade of darkness and light, i don't know why. what's important is that he's a paladin, no matter -what- his shtick is. it's important that he's a fighter for what he believes in, whatever it is he believes.

i just realized that i don't dislike a character, any character, anymore, if you make them-- well-- mean. bitchy. unsympathetic. annoying, but in a funny way. i don't dislike ginny if you make her evil and bitter and annoyed with her lot in life. pansy-- i haven't seen a pansy i approve of, but i can see how i'd like her if she wasn't some simpering idiot or a good little slytherin soldier, or a scheming witch out to seduce draco as her sole purpose in life. i adore antenora's blaise-- he's just scrumptious-- and why? he's kind of insane. he's not exactly unsympathetic, but then that's not necessary, he's just that weird.

anyway. w00t! today's my day for drawing/writing unsympathetic (to me) characters. i drew lasultrix's fleur, looking eeeeviiiiil, and pumpkin!pansy, whom i think i have affection for, ever since i realized (yesterday) that the girl's a biiatch. oh yeah. my pansy is the Bitch From Hell. pansy is shannon doherty Reborn. if draco's got veela blood, pansy's got nocker blood. or maybe drow blood. mmmm, eeeevil elf. in my pic she doesn't look so evil-- the coloring changed because i had to make her blond, so the reddish/purple tints didn't go as well. i mean, i -know- i could've left her purplish-hued, but i wanted to at least -pretend- it was a likeness, just because i -want- bitchy pansy, and whoever that chick was, that i drew, she was a bitch.
    but, the Bitch of All Bitches on Bitch Day award would have to go to sabworks and her nocker momma, who is just adorable with her filed teeth and her eyebrows. bring on the noise, baby.

    so. in honor of Bitch Day, i present to you bitchy!ginny :P

( Fire, Spark and Cinder: a twisted fairytale. Ginny's tired of wishes. gen-ish. i'm rather fond of this one, i think. )

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random facts: google only comes up with me, me, me if i type in "reenka". *evil laugh*
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i just found a post by haremmistressdd defending shipper!fic beautifully, and though unrelated to this and this post in nothingbutfic, (as well as being about a totally different fandom), i think it answers some wibbles us shippy writers may have. it also proposes that the reason one writes shippy, relationship-focused, character-driven fic isn't because adventure!fic and gen hasn't occurred to them, but rather because there is a pull, a muse we're following, that compels us to write a certain kind of fic. seems obvious, but still enlightening, i think. the above might be considered gen-like, but. well. i don't know. you can tell -me-. *grins*