the first half of your entry i can't comment on because well, everything i would say has been said before, i'm sure.
but the second part? after the edit? i want to marry your words, i want to ask them to dance and then grab ahold of them and just twirl. too much rightness.
all i can say is-- i see it, and i believe in it, and i don't -think- i'm so weak and limited in my imagination-- i know i am. i -know- i'm deluded and only human and selfish and small in the scope of things. all i do is dream. in the end, that's all i -want- to do, and that's not positive or good or sane, but... i can't bear to stop, that's all
gah! *aches* that's exactly how i feel. that, what you wrote right there and this: love, to many people, is just something they read about in a book, something they don't really believe in except in fiction, something they think intelligence can disprove and a long hard look at the facts will break down. is my girlfriend and i exactly and why we have problems sometimes, because she views the world as one of those cynical love-isn't-as-pretty-as-art-makes-it-out-to-be people and i am one of those i-need-to-believe-that-there's-fireworks-and-tingles people. and that's two viewpoints that are so different, so - no. i can't deal with it, back to harry&draco, but i love how you describe the possibilities of h/d as a couple. how you describe the way that they should be because yes that's exactly. volatile and uncomfortable and everything that you wrote is exactly them. but, at the same time, i understand a need for fluff sometimes. because i love them so much and some writers will write something so incredible and so dark (maya's the dark side of light, for example) and you need fluff, even OOC fluff to counterbalance that, to makes things okay in your mind again.
everything you write, reena, i want to capture in a book and just - *aches more* - reread it as much as possible. you are lovely.
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Date: 2003-06-28 10:28 pm (UTC)but the second part? after the edit? i want to marry your words, i want to ask them to dance and then grab ahold of them and just twirl. too much rightness.
all i can say is-- i see it, and i believe in it, and i don't -think- i'm so weak and limited in my imagination-- i know i am. i -know- i'm deluded and only human and selfish and small in the scope of things. all i do is dream. in the end, that's all i -want- to do, and that's not positive or good or sane, but... i can't bear to stop, that's all
gah! *aches* that's exactly how i feel. that, what you wrote right there and this: love, to many people, is just something they read about in a book, something they don't really believe in except in fiction, something they think intelligence can disprove and a long hard look at the facts will break down. is my girlfriend and i exactly and why we have problems sometimes, because she views the world as one of those cynical love-isn't-as-pretty-as-art-makes-it-out-to-be people and i am one of those i-need-to-believe-that-there's-fireworks-and-tingles people. and that's two viewpoints that are so different, so - no. i can't deal with it, back to harry&draco, but i love how you describe the possibilities of h/d as a couple. how you describe the way that they should be because yes that's exactly. volatile and uncomfortable and everything that you wrote is exactly them. but, at the same time, i understand a need for fluff sometimes. because i love them so much and some writers will write something so incredible and so dark (maya's the dark side of light, for example) and you need fluff, even OOC fluff to counterbalance that, to makes things okay in your mind again.
everything you write, reena, i want to capture in a book and just - *aches more* - reread it as much as possible. you are lovely.