~~ merble. squeeing. belated art for aspen ^^;

[reenka]

omg, omg, OMG, i saw x2 and then what happens? i come home and zahra's written more bobby/st. john slash, and you know, i watched the movie and you know what?? i didn't slash anybody! my heart was pure! pure as ...pure.... pure as....okay, not pure because i was perving over the boys (THE BOYS!!), and you know, i was all, awww, over rogue/bobby (even though rogue is meant to be with gambit, dammit it people GET IT STRAIGHT!!) and.

then. then. now.
i read zahra's bobby/st. john fic, like i said, so noooowww, in -retrospect-, obviously i agree that st. john is The Hotness. i swear, the whole movie, -rogue- was the hotness, to me. that -mouth-. i -want- that girl, man. i really, really, really do. but my -god-, yes, what was i -thinking-. but see, you may not believe this (-i- may not believe this), but when it's fresh in my mind, i'm actually kinda sorta a canon whore and there wasn't any actual -chemistry-, i thought, between johnny and anybody, really. well, not bobby. bobby didn't strike me as hella interesting.

but holy fuck, batman, bobby/st. john is REALLY VERY HOT. like a lot. yes. and i'm all, "MY GOD WHY DIDN'T I SEE THIS", and i mean, i -know- why, but. i dunno. and here i thought i'm an impossible slasher 'cause i was slashing the two guys in the `bad boys 2' preview, believe it or not. and i don't really find either of them -that- hot, but they had -chemistry-, man. see, st. john wasn't giving bobby those sort of looks. he just wasn't, that i remember. i mean, okay, pyro is one hot amoral biotch, but. see, he needs someone fitting to fall for before i'd slash. sigh.

anyway, johnny's slashability aside, the three fics are... well... it's zahra, what can i say. i'm writing smut right now, and i'm tempted to just -stop-, because guh, i can never compare, dude. can never compare. no, seriously. DUDE. zahra's bobby/st. john is of the hotness. and now i'm all about the boy-love once again (stupid het movies distracting me..!..! wah!). really, i should stop reading my friends list altogether when i've got -anything- else to do, shouldn't i -.-

still, goddamn. i'm a bobby/st. john shipper now, man. i really, really am. w00t! ...reading `on love and lust at mutant high' by seperis-- oh yah, i think as usual, i'm learning more from fanfics than i ever have from movies. damn. have to re-watch sometime, now.
    really, it shouldn't surprise me anymore, the way slash changes -everything-. the way you don't even -notice- so many things which slash forces you to. suddenly, all the little looks and sub-plots and secondary characters actually -matter-. a combination of slash & fanfic, anyway. suddenly, there's a whole -world- there, and not just enough for the plot to work. wow. it still blows me away, really.

and just how darkly, wonderfully hot and darkly sinful is this? ashjay's h/d would've sent me into high orbit, but zahra got there first. i'm sorry boys, pyro/iceman have my...erm..... heart at the moment. gimme a few hours to um... recover. because, yes. am very dead. but that is just v. v. much how i imagine `to rule in hell'!harry to smirk like. mmmmrrrrrrrrrrr.
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and mostly, um.
    - Happy belated Birthday, wankersore! -
hee. i always wanted to draw this, and this was my chance, so um, forgive me, it takes me forever to finish things [especially when i have classes eating my brain. but um. seeing your ginny site was the first time i thought i loved her, so here....]